Do you believe in second chances ~changjin

Part 5

"Nothing else"

There's nothing else I can do I've spoken with him over and over a thousand times nobody gets to tell me what do how to act or what I should be feeling they look at my life from the the outside nobody knows how much shit Hyunjin has put me through I can't just accept him back like this is nothing "

"Bin listen to me I know your going through a lot right now just be strong don't stress or at least try not to it's not good for you neither the health of that baby"

"What more can I do hyung im trying my best so many people want to place how they feel about me in my life I'm not going to get it right by myself all the time there's going to be days where I'm going to need help I can't do this alone I've begged I've pleaded with Hyunjin hyung I'm not perfect I'm new to this but I've got to try I've got to give it my all "

"And so is he bin he isn't perfect either and you can't except him to be "

"Except him I'm not excepting anything from him I know he isn't perfect and I'm not asking him to be I just want to fix's things but every time I get a little upset or little angered he wants to get up and walk away I'm pregnant I have mood swings it's going to happen I told him to leave I get that but it doesn't meant to stay away for days he Doesn't even try I'm pushing him away yet he refuses to put in more effort and it isn't like he doesn't know how I am"

"Just give him a chance he Might have a reason"

"What reason nothing can explain what he did I'm not just going to accept him back and he can't except me to I'm going to have some trust issues and some hard times to let him in again I can't just rush into something "

"From what your telling me he Doesn't want to either bin he really loves you and he sames like he really wants to be with you but all of these pointless arguments that your clearly starting yourself aren't worth it"

Changbin knew deep down that his hyung was right but something in him just wouldn't let him accept it some of the arguments might have been pointless we'll most of them but still he wanted Hyunjin to know that he's trying really hard

"Bin you still there"

"Yeah I just don't have anything to say "

"Well I have an idea you need to call him over and sit him down so you both can have a proper conversation your both excepting a child you need to look pass your differences even if it's only for the baby and be there and handle this like the mature adults you both are do it now actually I love you and the baby inside of you "

"I love you to chan hyung thank you for the advice "

"Hey"

"Hi"

" I just want to start by saying I apologize for what I said to you I'm sorry for the way I have been treating you Hyunjin I know your trying your best but it's just I've been going threw a lot I'm not blaming our child for none of this or the I have been acting because there is a innocent baby growing inside of me and he/she hasn't done anything i plan to give our baby the best life I possibly can "

"That's all I want to bin i never wanted to be a burden for you I really want to try and make things better between you for sake of you and my child I'm in love with you and I will never get over that and I have done wrong by you so much times and I'm sorry bin I'm genuinely sorry for what I have done I was so stupid to leave you alone to do this on your own I can't even say I walked in your shoes but I'm here now and I'm here to stay if not with you and our child and just with our baby it Disney matter I'm still willing and today I stand here I take full responsibility for everything I've done to you bin"

"It's ok I forgive you "

"I'm not finished I should have never left you in the middle of nowhere it was wrong of me seo changbin I vow to you I promise you I will try to do my best to not let you down

"And I will try to do mine as well to not murder you