TRIGGER WARNING!
This chapter is going to be suicidal, so warning, please don't read if your triggered easily.
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~a few months later~
*Delilahs pov*
He's dead. And all I'm left with is sadness. Not even phil, literally the most happiest person in the world, hasn't laughed, let alone smiled since his death. I guess it's struck us all pretty hard. I haven't been able to go online. It just hurts too much. Every night I try my best to dream that tomorrow will be better, but when I wake up, nothings changed. The same cold reality. Dreams of dan will never fade away, I guess.
His funeral was the most hardest. It felt like we all had to accept the cold truth, that he was dead. That it wasn't a bad April fools joke. Thousands showed up. All the women had eyeliner running down the face. The men couldn't act all tough. He had that much of an affect. I can't imagine how horrible his mum feels, it seems like something so horrifying. A mothers worst nightmare. I never felt the same. Every time I try to sing, I just brake down crying. Every day I can't help but feel like it was my fault. That bullet should have been for me, dan shouldn't have been targeted. I needed a way to let out my sorrow, and hurting myself just seemed like the right thing to do. But i can't live without him. It isn't the same. All my happiness is gone. I grabbed my hand gun I keep in my draw, it only has one bullet, shoot start through the head. I walk to the bathroom, run the shower hopping the sound of the water will drown out the gun shot sound so phil won't know. I take one last look at myself in the mirror. I never liked the way I looked anyway. Then aiming the barrel under my chin, I pull the trigger having one last thought. I'm sorry.
The end!!!!!
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THE END OMGOSH WOW SO MUCH
I'm sorry... I didn't really feel like continuing it, i didn't see it going anywhere b uh t I didn't want to just stop writing it... SO BOOM CRASH DEAD. I'm sorry, if I have upset you. I doubt it but yeah. Thank so very bloody much for reading this book.
So long and goodnight
Georgia.
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The day i met him
FanfictionDelilah is a new student at Northmead high, she thinks she's just going to meet normal people and have a normal highschool experience. But man was she wrong!
