Am I Crazy?

I stared at the calender, surely it couldn't be monday already.

But it was. And I would have to face him sooner or later.

So I decided to be prepared for the worst and show him that I hadnt let myself go. I jumped in the shower and let the water soak my body. I t felt like I was washing away all the negitive energy in my system.

Once I was done I walked into my bedroom, dripping wet. And naked. I looked in my long, glimmering mirror. My stomach was still thin and my thighs were still musley. I smiled for the first time in days. And that was pretty long for me considering I usally always smile. I pulled my gaze away from the mirror and looked for some slutish clothes. I wanted to get my mind off things, so I decided I was going to 'DO' some poor fucker tonight.

I pulled the clothes on and started heading downstairs, then the doorbell rang................