BLUR {Discontinued}

FLASHBACK

Irene's POV

The entrance door of my house banged when i saw my mom lying in front of it. "Mom, are you okay? You're drunk again, what happened?" I said while lifting her up "Get off me! You're the reason why your father has left me! you're the reason why our house is like this! you are the reason why I am like this! You are the reason why my life is like this."

Ever since my father died of the car accident she is always like this, drunk, angry, money-spender, a waste.

FLASHBACK

아 ㅂ바, 오디고소?
=Dad, where are you?

I was waiting for dad outside the school when we all heard a big crash not just far away from us. When I went near it I heard someone calling my name, the person's voice was like grasping for air and was like dying.

That time the crowd that was gathering around were quiet and all that could be heard was the man's voice calling me. "Ire-e-ene, Ire-e-ene, whe-ere is I-Ire-ene?" I hurried to the man's voice to see it was dad, my heart felt like it would explode and at the same time nervous and sad.

"D-dad? I'm here, it's me I-Irene" I was already sobbing and held dad's hands. He looked at me as if he was trying to say to me "Irene, it's okay,when I'm gone just be strong and patient, and also take care of your mom, okay?"

I was already panicking and putting pressure on dad's big, as in BIG wound, maybe it's not wound anymore, it is already an injury, injury on his liver. "Somebody call 911!!" I yeld as I was panicking and as people were busy dialling their phones for help.

"Dad? Stay with me okay? dad?" i was already crying as my dad whispered to me, "it's okay." Then he looked at me and closed his eyes. "DAD?! DAD?! NO DAD! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME! YOU SAID YOU WERE STILL GONNA WATCH ME PERFORM! YOU SAID YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IS GONNA GIVE ME MY DIPLOMA! YOU SAID YOU ARE GONNA COME WITH ME AUDITION!! you said... you... said... dad, 아 ㅂ바..."

END OF FLASHBACK

Well, it really is my fault why dad died from that accident
And since then, I took the responsibilty for dad's death and the responsibility in the house, to take care of my younger brother, to take care of my mom, just as dad asked me to do before he died...

I missed appa, I missed the time he taught me to ride a bike.. and also because of him, I met my since-childood bestfriend, taehyung...

We are at the same age,by now we are going to celebrate my 18th birthday, but I told him no to anymore because it's just a waste of time & money,

June 6. 2015 : 4:30 am
I woke up early to make my, mom's and brother's lunches. I also need to press my clothes and prepare my things... gosh, it's first day of school and yet I'm going to be late, and taehyung said that he would pick me up.

My brother's school bus came "take care of yourself alright? finish your lunch and listen to your teacher okay??" I said while helping my brother to pack up his things, oh wait I forgot something to tell him, "AND DON'T LOSE YOUR PENCILS OKAY???" I managed to tell him, aish, this kid always lose his pencils, good thing pencils doesn't cost too much

Suddenly I saw mom getting out of the house, "oh mom! are you going to work already?" She just ignores me, "oh, and m-mom?? here's your lunch..." she stares at me, she comes forward, is she going to hit me?? She raises her and...

"NO! STOP! DON'T HURT HER!! "
It was taetae, goodness gracious!! Good thing, taetae was there. I peeked at the sitaution... my mom is looking confused. "Who said I was going to hit her? I am just going to get my lunch from her" then she grabs her lunch from me.. "oh... you weren't?" I maned to say, "you want me to?" She replies.. "oh, uhm no, anyways, be safe!! don't overwork yourself!! I love you!!" she stares at me.. hahaha lmao..

Taetae went to me., his gave me an embarrased look, haha omfg , his face is priceless, lmao. Then I started laughing real hard"WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. LOOK AT YOYR FACE!! DUDE WHY SHOUT RIGHT THERE?? WAHAHAHAHA"

He's now staring ate me, god, please stop staring at me.. it feels like i'm going to melt right just within, like i'm a lighning in water.. "well, it seems like I haven't heard you laugh since ypur father died?" he held up my chin and made me look at his eyes.. those brown eyes that woupd make any girl fall right away, that made me fall unto him, wait, what am I saying?? stop these ilusions Irene!!

I parted away, feeling awkward "y-yah, it is not the first time, noh?" He smirked, fuck you taehyung, i'm seriusly burning now, i couldn't look at him, i am looking everywhere, anywhere, he scoffed "well, where are your things?". Oh yeah, i almost forgot, i looked at my wrist wayche and damn, it's already 6:30!! our homeroom is 7;30, we're going to be late! i went inside and got my things.

We were at the bus by 6:45, the bus was mooving really fast(hahha cause i told the driver to because we're going to be late, lmao)when suddenly...

=EEEEEKK= (hhahaha XD is that the spund of a car stoping??)

The bus suddenly stopped and I almost fell, but wait, why am i not falling to the ground?? i peeked my eyes to yhe situation, and i saw taehyung's eyes looking straight to my eyes, "I-irene?" he said "y-y-yeah?" I managed to say, "y-your h-heavy". I suddenly realized our posiyion, i stood up, fixed myselfand madLy blushing!!

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