𝐆𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 || ᶜʰʳⁱˢᵗᵒᵖʰᵉʳ ᵇʳⁱⁿᵉʸ [ON HOLD]

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"Are you alright?" Aspen proded once again, but she couldn't help it. Growing up, her sister has always had a fragile heart, easy to make, even easier to break. But after her sister's break up, the way she was holding up, it made her worried. Because the possibilites of her sister falling back into the dark pit she made was outweighing everything else.

Dani nodded with a tight smile, Aspen sighed. "Call me if you need anything." And left, leaving the girl to her thoughts.

Dani felt horrible, disgusted and ashamed. The memories kept replaying, she couldn't help it. She got played. She was the third person who ruined the relationship of someone else, a homewrecker. Her throat was closing up, the darkness kept swimming right outside the walls she has built, threating to break it and walk right in, swallowing her up. She was glad that the cast were given a break for a week, otherwise, she wouldn't know how to hold up in front of so many familiar faces who are waiting to say, 'We told you.'

Her shaky hands grabbed her notebook, and flipped to the page she had last used.

"You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again
Oh, the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime"

Dani took a deep breath. Tears blurred her eyes, memories blurred her vision, but she kept on writing.

"Oh my god," Dani laughed looking at the mess of mud. Moments ago there was an calm atmosphere of safety, now replaced by the playful chaos. Her hands were covered in mud, so were Jose's. So much for a pottery date.

"Did you ever think about the
Damage that we do?
I was going down,
But I was doing it with you."

"Shit," Jose cursed under his breath looking at the broken vase. "I didn't knew..."

"Hey it's fine," Dani assured, rubbing his arm.

"No no, it's not," Jose sighed shaking his head. "You should hate me, I broke the vase."

"Yeah, I do hate you," Dani grinned, Jose felt safe.

"Everything we broke,
And all the trouble that we made.
I said that I hate you,
With a smile on my face."

With each line, memories grew worse. And now this, break up.

"Look what we became
Oh, the things I did
Just so I could call you mine.
The things you did,
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime."