Ghosted

why me.

        Have you ever wondered what it would be like to die? When you want to die you usually have an idea how you're going to. But you're never 100% sure.

         *RIIIIIIING* Finally it's time to go home. Oh hi I'm Hugo. I'm in my junior year of high school. And I just got out of a mental hospital. "Excuse me Hugo!" Here we go. "Yes Mrs. Lavi?" My favorite teacher, I guess she's kinda the only teacher I can tolerate so sure my favorite. "I'm just wondering how you're doing today. I heard about the hospital situation and I'm just checking in."
"I'm fine Mrs. Thank you for asking." Actually thank you I'm doing horribly. It'll be over soon though. "Are you sure? I care about you as your teacher and I want to make sure you're alright because I want to keep you safe." Alright, just checking in, you can go now."

       This is it. I'm finally going to die. Should I count down? Ok ok I'm just so excited! Oh backtrack so my parents pick me up and take me to and from school but today I snuck out the back of the school and went to the tallest building I could see and now I'm ready to jump. "HUGO!" are you FUCKING KIDDING ME!? "Hugo please. Just step down. You don't want to go to hell right? Killing yourself is a sin! Just take my hand ok?" I- this bitch. "Yeah uh no thanks mom." How much longer is she going to stand there and fail to get me away from the edge? "Please Hugo I'll get you whatever you want! I'll take you wherever you want! I won't send you back to the hospital! Please!" Is she for real? "No mom. I love you though! Goodbye." Finally "WAIT!" UGH "WHAT MOM."
"Just let me look at you one more time if I can't change your mind. Please." Fine. "Ok that was long enough. I love you." Yes goodbye to a cruel world. What an iconic line? I'm ready to meet you whoever you are- wait what the shit? "Oh Hugo I would never let you die!" She stalled for dad so he could blow this stupid thing up. "Y-you saved me?"
"Yes, my son." Calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down. "SON OF A FU-"

"Hugo, your parents told me about your most recent attempt." My therapist Silvia. "So? Are you gonna send me back to the hospital? I won't go back if you try." She's not that bad but I don't like talking to her. "Well that's fine with me because I'm not sending you back to the hospital." What? "You're not? What are you gonna do then?"
"Me and your parents are going to start setting up more protection." What does that mean? "And that means what?"
"I know it's a total invasion of privacy but we are going to put a camera in your room." Mmmmmmmmmmmmno. "Ok yeahhhhhh noooo I'm good."
"I know it sounds bad-"
"Sounds bad? It is bad! No, you're not setting up cameras in my room."
"Ok bu-"
"No. End of discussion."
"Hugo-"
"Silvia I said no. Now stop talking about it, you're pissing me off."
"Hugo I know you don't want this but it's the only way we can keep you safe."
"Silvia. I said enough."
"Hugo, please, it will help you."
"Silvia."
"I know how you feel and-"
"SILVIA I SAID NO YOU CAN'T FORCE THIS ON ME! AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL! MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEARN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP WHEN YOU NEED TO!" Who the hell does she think she is? I'm leaving screw this. "Hugo wait-"
"Fuck off." This is so stupid. They really think they can do this to me? Stupid Silvia stupid mom and dad they don't know anything about me. They talk like they're so smart. I wish I never met Silvia. I wish I had different parents. I hate them all. I hate them. I hat-OH SHIT-__________________________________________