The summer I found my first love

My life story/Neeve

Okay so hi people this is my life story, this part is here to understand me and everything that is happening in this story. Some people maybe find it a bit to much to read so only read it if you want to. It is not that bad but if this happend to you also I am very sorry for you.

So it al started with these trust issues: 

It all happend when I was younger my parents left each other when I was around 1 year old and got back together again for a bit but split up again after a while. As a young kid you do not really get this stuff but the older I got the more I found out and begain to undertand everything. What I found out was that my dad cheated on my mom and you would think huh okay but with 1 person right well no with multipele people. So when I found this out I was disgusted but then till this day I found out he is still doing this but now to my stepmom. The reason my parents broke up for the second time was because he was seeing the woman he is with now or how you can call her my stepmom. 

After the trust issues:

After the trust issues came my own silly love life. At around 11 years old I got my fisrt boyfriend. That did not last very long cause he broke up with me only the week after. Then you have my second boyfriend that was around the age of 14 years old that relationship lasted like 2,5 months. Then you have my last and most fucked up relationship (sorry for the language but it is true) that was also at the age of 14 but like I was 15 when it ended cause it was close to 15 we got together, this relationship lasted around 4 months.                                                                                          Why that relationship was so not okay is the reason I will tell you about like right now. Well it started really lovely for the first 2 months then it got down hill. (he was 1 year older btw). In the last month he started touching me where I said I did not want to be touched but that did not stop him, it got worse cause he was training for the military so he was older and stronger I was nothing compared to him.  So he took my hand and I needed to do his need well that was not fun cause if I tried to stop he would hold my arm or something so I could not stop. After all that in month 2/3, month 3/4 came and he raped me in my own bed after that I was scared as hell from guy's cause of all this. I ended it true text so I did not have to see him face to face.

After all of this came love:

But I am not gonna tell this here otherwise the story would be really short and not everything would fit in such a short part right, sooooo from here on the story will start and trust me it is gonna be wonderfull from now on I think right well I know but you do not so come find out and read the first real part while I will tell you my story of the summer!!!