I tried each and everything, to make myself happy, but, the end result was more negativity.
I was depressed, for like 5-6 whole months.
Then I thought about giving the NEET UG exam another chance.
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I was still under depression, and couldn't give my best.
I lost 5-6 months to depression, and, only about 3 months were left for the NEET UG 2022 exam.
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Again, with a little faith in myself, i studied.
Just, when I thought I knew everything, external forces (relatives, etc.) stopped me from revising.
My cousin got admission in engineering, (not JEE), so, all the relatives, started comparison between me and him (cousin) becoz we are of the same age.
Even, with the external forces, I managed to study.
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I gave mock papers, in which, i scored less. But, then too I gave the NEET UG 2022 exam.
This time I wasn't overconfident.
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The day of the exam, i remembered all the lectures. But, when there are choices, in front of you, you get scared of choosing the wrong option by mistake.
The same thing happened to me.
Again, I lost.
But, this time, I have the determination of cracking NEET UG 2023 exam with highest marks.
So, i didn't waste anytime in depression, and now here I am, studying again.
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I am writing this story and simultaneously studying. 👀
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Wait, before I sign off....
I had joined episode interactive forums, when I was depression, i.e, 2021 and the people and friends whom I have met there are wonderful! So thank you episode forums for making me come out depression<3.
And, ofcourse, thank you Wattpad, for providing a platform for writing our hearts out in the form of stories, poems, autobiographies.
I have got motivation of writing on this platform from 2021 and finally published 2 stories here in 2022 and 2023 respectively <3.
But, I am not active there. I have decided to come active again, when I have cracked the exam with highest marks......
So, this is the author signing off,
Take care everyone, bye bye! Love you 💛
Have a great day/afternoon/evening/night!🤗
(Updated on 11/November/2022)
