INDIAN MAFIA QUEEN;JK FF

PART 11

Jk pov

I was driving and soft music was playing but when it ended expensive girl started playing the lyrics were making me going nuts I started sweating, yn was sitting beside me I was not in my right senses and grabbed her thigh I started rubbing her thigh sensualy my hands started going upwards but she slapped my hands and i came back to my senses.

TIME SKIP

You all reached at venue.
First you all did your breakfast and then somi went for her makeover and vansh went to see arrangements with jungkook you were sitting in your hotel room's balcony, the cermony will begin at 6pm.
You were admiring the palace's beauty when you saw jungkook he was wearing white simple kurta it's two buttons were opened.

I am sitting and admiring the palace's beauty it's so beautiful this palace is far away from city it's surrounded with trees everything is just so fresh and mesmerizing I looked down to see arrangements and than spotted jungkook he was looking so hot in that kurta well he has grown his hairs. Just watching him from afar makes me feel butterflies in my stomach I don't know but maybe I have developed feeling for him no not maybe, yes now I have started loving him, but again love stories are meant to be incomplete he makes feel those things which I felt for him, but whenever I see him he reminds me that I don't deserve him.
Day by day my love for him is getting deeper and deeper he is not my first love but he will be my last love.
It's fucking second time when I'm going to love someone again after 5 years.
When I loved him I was innocent I was not aware about this cruel world and now when I'm aware I again repeated the same mistake. Mistake? I don't think so it's mistake cause love don't see age person it just sees the soul I love him it's not my fault it's my heart's fault that it found him as his comfort zone. I never knew that this person will become this much important for me, but now when I'm watching him it's making me realise that if he will become someone else's than this body is going to be a body without soul because my body doesn't belongs to him but my soul does.
I will love him from far and it's not like my love is hurting anyone or him right? My father already snatched my first love and now he will snatch him also so I'll stay away from him.
At one place I want to let jungkook go away, I want him to find his love but on the other side I want to hold him tight and I want him to find that love in me.
I'm so selfish to even bring the thought that I'll make jungkook mine but no this time I'll not listen to my heart my heart is sensitive and believes anyone but not this time.
I'm not his ms.right but for sure he's my mr.right.