Karl's POV:
I just wanted this feeling to stop. But I was afraid of death. I didn't want to to end it, but I did have a lot of thoughts and urges to, but I didn't want any of my friends or parents to miss me or even let them be lonely, but the other side of my brain, I thought nobody would've noticed expect viewers who were worried, I cared to much about people, I didn't want to leave this place. But I wanted out of it at times.
Even that one night I relapsed on self harm because of some stupid feeling that probably could've been avoided. I wanted to stop feeling this, he obviously didn't like me, why was I even fooling myself of it? Why did I take too much hope? It was obvious. But that's 'fine' I guess. My overwhelming feelings began to let tears form, but again I wiped them away, sure I wouldn't mind If he didn't and I'll respect that, but I didn't want it to happen.
I didn't want probable unrequited love to happen. Why do I have to be like this?...
Word count: 196 words fully
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The hearts I never told you about, turned into a stupid cheesy sad song.
FanfictionA fluff angst karlnap story because you can't stop me basically slight unrequited love then it turns romantic and stuff and bla bla bla anyways started: Friday, September 16th, 2022. ended: ???
