emo Peter x y/n

chapter 26: you made the promise

he slowly picked me up and toke me upstairs "now darling you know what will happen if you try to run no more options your leg will be gone.. ok" he gave me a sick twisted grin. I slowly nodded feeling tears brim in my eyes, he sang a calming song the moon song... he knew it was my favorite lullaby

(This is Peter's singing this is your singing voice)

"I'm lying on the moon~"

"My dear i'll be there soon~"

"It's a quiet~ sorry place~"
"It's a quiet~ sorry place~"

"Times were swallowed up-"

"in space were a million miles away~"

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"There's things I wish I knew.."

"There's no thing I'd hear from you~"

"It's dying Shiney place~"

"But this you my dear I'm safe.. and were a million miles a way"
 
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"Were flying on the moon"

" it's a perfect afternoon~"

"Your shadow follows me all day~"

"Making sure that your ok. And were a million miles away~"

(Yo listen to this song if you struggle to sleep)

I fell asleep on his chest tears dripping down my face from memory's of my mother she use to be so sweet and caring... I miss that version of her always singing me songs... my dad... my mom... I really miss them... the old them... why did they have to leave me...

Peter's pov

I wiped a tear from her small face I noticed her eyes watar up more and more even though she was sleeping.. my poor darling must be having a nightmare. I hold her close as I watch her sleep admiring her beautiful h/c and l/h how can someone so beautiful be so troubled. "I'll stay with you for ever y/n" I whisper.

Y/n dream pov

I look around to see my father packing his stuff "f-father where are you going" I ask in a shakey breathe. "I-i'm sorry daddy won't be with you any more star... I love you.." he began to vanish right in front of me as he finished his sentence "Father! Don't leave me..." I yelled but it was to late all that was left was dust tears drip in my eyes as I feel I grip on my shoulder I turn around to see my uncle "stop your pathetic crying before I give you something to cry about you whiney bitch your just like you slutty mother always spreading your legs like the whore she is" he spoke with poison in his voice. "Hah I wouldn't be shocked if F/n wasn't acaully your dad" he laughed. "Stop... please" everything faded to the memory that hurt the most."uncle I'm sorry! Please let go u won't do it again!" I begged and pleaded as he threw me in the cold snow locking the door. I knocked on the door for 2 hours... he never answered. I walked to the park bare footed toes freezing I slept on the bench till a police man found me. He brought me in and called my grandma to pick me up..

Y/n pov (no dream)

I woke up with a tear stained face. I looked at my thighs that still ached in pain to see them bandaged up. I sat there waiting for peter as I couldn't do anything without him because of my legs. I heard him come upstairs with food and a hot chocolate. "Morning darling I saw you crying in your sleep what's wrong?" He asked concerned, "nothing important.." i said. "It's not just nothing..." he said, "my old cat that passed away" I lied. "Oh I'm sorry... that most have been hard" he said, "it was..." I told him as we began to eat.

(Heyy I'm alive sorry for not uploading for like 3 months. Alot of shit has happened and to put a long story short I tried to off myself 2 times... I've been getting help but I just haven't had the motivation also I'm not looking for sympathy it honestly makes me feel like im attion seeking I'm sorry if it seems like that but im back now)