It's been two weeks since the last time Omari and I have engaged in sex. I gave in and tried to let him redeem himself and he flopped for the second time around. I still haven't told Princess or Sha about that night and most definitely not about the second one. It's one Sunday we all just got out of church and they ask about the tea on Omari and that night. So I finally told them. You know how someone have the potential of having good sex, but you can tell that they are scared of you. Well that's the case with Omari. So Princess suggest that I hit him up more often then besides the times that we are engaging in sexual acts. In my eyes I'm not trying to make it more than what is so I tried. I quickly became bored with that fast so it was back to the usual. Sha suggested that I act more intimate and give him head. One night we are all chilling at Omari house and it's some of his boys over as well. We are playing spin the bottle, taking shots and engaging in different conversations. The type of relationship that Omari and I had we never showed or paid each other any attention until we was alone. It was kind of like we were creeping around. He texted me once everyone was getting up to leave and ask was in coming back. I asked him if he wanted me to and he was like I need you to comeback. Like a week or so prior to this gathering I stood Omari up after this little party that we went too I ended up falling asleep so I decided to go back over once I dropped everyone off. Omari was the type of guy that wanted a relationship. I mean I want one too, but Omari just wasn't the person. He recently was in a committed relationship and they were serious like mad in love with each other. So it was one of those situations were I refused to set myself up for failure.
