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Untitled Part 19

Hey guys! Everyone's favourite fox is here with another life update. 

School recently started back up and everything is going well. I didn't end up getting any classes with my friends but honestly I was kind of hoping for that since it gave me the opportunity to make new ones, which I definitely wouldn't have done last year. but I told myself I'd try to be more social this year and it worked, I made lots of friends in all my classes. 

Although I may admit my first intentions with befriending people were not the most pure, I did end up growing like most of them so alls well that ends well. For the most part. See, I didn't want friends just to have friends, I want to befriend as many people as possible and be nice to everyone just to be well liked, and yeha popularity doesn't actually matter but, excuse me for getting a little deep here, a lot of my self worth hinges off of being able to consider myself as being "better" than other people. Call me a bad person if you want, but really I'm not hurting anyone, it's not like I spread rumours or bully anyone. But besides that this has actually led to me wanting more friends since it's been really nice socializing with people and I've come to realize I'm not actually an introvert, so if if you wanna be friends hmu on discord (username: moth#1710)

Warning ⚠️ for mention of alcohol

Well, that's one reason, my other reason to want to be well liked is to have fun. Sneak out get invited to parties and stuff.  And I mean have fun even if it's stupidly dangerous. Well turns out I picked the wrong friends to have fun because they're all good kids and don't do anything stupid or reckless lol. I kinda just assumed everyone in my grade was like that for the most part but I guess I was wrong because I talk to someone new in my art class are turns out they were doing shots of tequila out of condoms in the forest(don't even ask. And no they weren't used condoms, disgusting.) oh and both of those were found in said forest, probably left by older kids from our school. Point is, I wanna do stupid shit like that but that isn't what my friends do so I guess I should try to find the right people somehow?

Welp that was a long tangent 

I hope it was  comprehensive my I'm litteraly halve dresming as I right this sad o I'm

Not coming it agaun

I'm so tired rn. I gotta go hibernate, a have good day/night