Mafia Sakuatsu

Why me..

I felt tears form and drop down forming a little trail going down my cheeks and dropping of my chin, why does he have to be here, why does it have to be Ushijima (I have no clue if he is part of the group atsumu is but let's act like he's not)  I held my gun up with shaking arms and wrists I was trembling why am I trembling "Stay back! Don't you dare move another step or I'll shoot!" I say trembling and shouting with tears flowing down my cheeks "Awe come on Atsu you know you don't have the heart to do that..." Ushijima was talking in a stern but smooth voice as he put his gun back into his pocket "It could just be me and you, not allowing anyone else to get in the way of us.." He tried to tell me over and over again and this hurt due to all the memories I had of him and me. "No! I don't want that! I didn't want you! Just go away!" I shout over and over again until I realise that just telling him to go away won't do anything, I pointed my small gun up at the roof and shot "I will shoot you! I don't care!!" At this point I was scared and tired I didn't want to imagine what would happen if I didn't kill this physco bitch or if I got injured and got dragged away from everyone.

"But Atsu you seemed so happy when you were with me~ remember when you would beg and beg just for me to come round yours" Hearing those words made me so frustrated and angry I pointed the top of my pistol to his forehead and started to walk slowly to him, I dropped my gun of being locked from his forehead and put it back into my holster. "Now that's what I like to see a little kitten to listen to his daddy (god km cringing at that sentence)" I felt the strong set of arms wrap around my waist and I could tell everyone's eyes where on me, I slowly reached to the back of Ushijima's holster and ever so painfully slowly got his gun out and pointed it to the back of the head making sure when it shoots it won't go through his scull and straight into me I gave him a small kiss but he depens it and before I shut my eyes blood the Ruby gem blood was all over me and my body I did it I shot him, I helped everyone, I ran over to Sakusa and out pressure onto his wound it was large, it had to of been made with a shotgun at least o quickly grab my phone from my back pocket and quickly dial 911.

not long after everyone was rushed to the hospital and I was in the car driving behind everyone, due to how much there was we had to be escorted to the hospital so that they could try save everyone. 

I waited for hours in the waiting room since everyone had to have surgery and I was starting to get extremely tired, I was getting small updates every now and then, "Hey everyone is doing fine at the moment atsumu so you can try get so rest and if anything happens I'll tell you" A nurse came ipto me and told me and I nodded, and before I knew it my eyes were fluttering shut and I fell asleep.