GRUVIA

GRUVIA I

I win, but he never appreciated it. Alam ko naman sa sarili ko na ako lang yung umaasa. Pero bakit? Ni pagbati man lang habang daraan ako ay hindi ko man lang nasilayan. Ganun na ba talaga ako katanga para sa kanya? Masakit sobrang sakit sa tuwing nakikita ko siya sa piling ng iba. Pero itong lintik na puso ko ang parating nagsasabing  wag kong tigilan itong nararamdaman ko sa kanya. I even changed my image just for him to notice me but still it seems useless. What should i do, is it right na ipapapatuloy ko pa to o ang magparaya nalang?

Juvia! Let's go. There are lots of things that we should do pa.' sambit sa akin ng bestfriend kong si Cana. 'wait lang, hindi pa ako nakapagpaalam kay gray my loves, baka magtampo 'yon', 'sus yan ka na naman, can you please stop that attitude of yours, alam mo kahit hindi ka na niya pinapansin, still pinagsisikan mo parin yung sarili mo sa kanya, halata namang wala siyang gusto sayo'.'eeh, cana naman eh, suportahan mo naman tong lovelife ko', 'eh ano pa nga ba, bestfriend kita eh.'
'thank you so much bestie', masaya akong naglakad papunta sa kwarto ni gray at di na ako makapaghintay na batiin.

Pagdating ko sa harap ng pintuan ni Gray ay nagdadalawang isip akong pumasok at nakaramdam ako ng hindi maganda, but still I manage to continue. I can't believe what just i saw in front of me, Gray and Daphne kissing each other. I can now feel my tears flowing down my cheeks, Im about to leave the room when I accidentally hit the vase in the table beside me making a noise enough for them to stop what they are doing. 'oh, look what we have here, the so inlove juvia lockser' daphne uttered, 'juvia it's not what you th. . ' I did'nt let Gray  finished talking, 'it's okay, gray sama, even though I've done anything to you it's still useless, well in the very first place you never love, as a matter of fact I'm just the only one pursuing and forcing this feelings to you hoping that it will grow someday, it is obviosly unrequited, but what just i saw today only proves that i should stop this craziness I feel for you. Goodbye.' my faithful answer to gray whilst wiping the tears. Before closing the door I heard gray shouted my name for the last time. 'Juvia', 'Gray' there, I also just said his name for the last time without breaking our two eyes until the door closes itself.

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'Juvia! Wake up! You can't die down here! Please.'

What happened? As I've remember, Cana and I are on a mission, I've still remember our conversation a while ago.

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' oh, tell me what's that expression of your face all about? cana start's questioning me.

'what just had happened?' She added,

'nothing, it's just that my head hurts', i lied and hide my vulnerable emotions.

'Are you sure? if you like, i will cancel this mission',

' no. Don't bother, i can handle this' i assured her.

'but let me remind you juvia, this is not an easy task, our enemy is Merredy, her power is vast, she can even control your emotions and I know what you are feeling right now. You can't hide it from me. so be careful' cana said with so much concern.

'thanks cana, i don't know what to do if your not here' I honestly answered. 'of course, what is friendship by they way.'

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'ahhh...' i blurry see cana fight the enemy, i'm sory cana and everything went black...