You're so desirable (Boyxboy)

chapter 1

Love: An intense feeling of deep affection. Well that's how the dictionary defines it.

Love is different for everybody, so in that case, you can't really define it other than the way it's defined in the dictionary. Love is a very difficult word to explain, but I have to say that it is superficial.

Some would say love is complex or potentially even easy to act or feel. How would they say that to a person who has never experienced love? You can't. They need to be able to have a complete explanation or even an example! An act of love, even.

Corey Is the most amazing person in my life and has been since we met. He is so sexy and gorgeous and I absolutely adore him for the way he loves me.

Pardon me. Let me introduce myself.
I'm Jaxon Walters. I'm 24 and i work for a photography company. I mainly take photographs of the moon, stars, sunsets, weddings, animals and sometimes clothing. However, I do a little bit of everything.

I must say. I am madly in-love with Corey. I don't think "in-love" is the correct word for it. I'm more than in-love with him. Yes. In the matter of fact, I'm inlove with a guy. The thing is, I don't know whether I'm gay or bisexual or something else. What I do know is that whenever I look at Corey i just want to rip all his clothes off him and do all those naughty things to him. Its a difficult thing, really. Confused. Thats what I am. But I sure as hell know I am not confused with being inlove with a guy. This guy is the love of my life, Corey Masons. I can't explain the love I have for him. He is wonderful. Wonderful isn't even the word for him. There are no words that can describe him so well. He can make you smile just by walking into the room with him, thinking about him, he lights up my world. His smile. Oh my god. He makes my heart melt, he's so innocent(kinda..) he's so so sweet. I love him so much.

Me and Corey met around 3 years ago through mutual friends, and I can't imagine my life without him. My life has been so different with him in my life. And I absolutely adore him so much. He's so gorgeous, sweet, kind hearted and adoring. I must say, he is hella sexy too.

After a few weeks, I found out he was gay. I'm not homophobic or anything. If someone was gay, then it was their freedom to do whatever they want. It's not my business anyway. Corey has this attractiveness to him that I realised after he told me that. Corey is very eye catching and it's very difficult for me to take my eyes off him.

After a few months, I invited him round to my house for dinner. He asked for a tour around my house, so I showed him all my art, photographs and other significant things to me. Whilst I was explaining some of the pieces of art, he had folded his tounge in between his teeth, and boy was that hot. I couldn't keep my eyes off him. My mind kept telling me to smash my lips on his and fuck against a wall. But I knew I couldn't do that. After all, I'm supposed to be straight, right?

Anyway. Just the hotness that was radiating from his facial expression was making me horny. I walked towards him, he smirked at me and I kissed him with passion. He didn't respond right away, but he did eventually. The kiss went from passionate to needy to heated. It was by far one of the most unique kisses I've shared for a while. We were kissing for about two minutes, until he broke us apart and lead me to my bedroom. From there on we had sex. And that lasted quite a while. 2 hours!! Seeing Corey like that, was astonishing. I've never loved him more.
The day after he came round to my place again, but I took him out for a coffee and a chat. We got interrupted by his work phone calling. But he apologised for having to go back to work and he repayed me with more sex- not as great as the first time as he was tired- it was still great.

We had sex quite a few times over that week, but so what? Nobody knew. And plus, it was fantastic. Just made me adore him even more. I didn't think that was possible. Anywho. Me and Corey developed a sexual relationship. We decided that if he met someone and wanted to go further, we would stop what we were doing, move on and stay friends. And it worked brilliantly. Neither one of us had met anyone, we had being going at it for a few months.