Can a thug love?

He changed

Cymia

Dre haven't been seeing me like he use to. It's like he's too busy, tired, or just don't want to be bothered by me.

I don't know why he's doing this to me. I mean I try to be the best girlfriend up to my best ability and I take care of Ciara like she's my own daughter.

I decided to stop by his crib so we could talk and work this out. I feel like we're distance but in reality he lives like 30 minutes away.

I was speeding down the high way when my song came on the radio.

I finally pulled up in his drive way. I killed the engine and locked my doors and slowly went to the front door.

I rung the door bell since ion have a key to his house... yet.

Dre

I was in the middle of fucking ol' girl when the door bell rung. I'm guessing it was the food that we ordered so I sent we to get it.

While she did that, I went I to the bathroom to take a shower and freshen up so could go out with the boys.

I was brushing my teeth when I heard fussing down stairs. See I can't send her to do nothing for me.

Putting on some basketball short.. fuck boxers right now. I went down stairs to see Nyah fussing with Mia. But Nyah was doing all of the fussing because Mia wasn't just chilled like she didn't have time.

Cymia

I was waiting for Dre to answer the door but tell me why a female opened this door. It better be his fucking sister cause ion have time for this drama over a nigga.... I'm sorry to tell ya.

"Who are you" she asked with attitude

See Dre don't have his hoes in their place.

"Don't worry bout me" with that said I let my self in.

Then she had the nerve to start "fussing" with me. I don't have time to fuse but I do have time to put my hands on her though.

Dre finally came down here and when he seen me it's like he just seen a ghost.

"Who's she" she said pointing at me

Se have one more time. I'm trying to spare her but she trying my patience.

"Man go up stairs" he said and she didn't even think twice to speak back to him.

"What you want and what you doing here" he asked me

"I came to talk but I see your busy" I said in a duhh tone

"Yea. Me and my girl was just making love but you came and ruined that"

"Ok. So I see you have other problems. Just don't talk,call,or ask for anything because it won't be pretty on the other line" I spat that out with so much hatred.

And he wanted me to give him my everything. Including my virginity. Bitch bye

"Ok. Is that all" Dre said like he did even care

I guess he didn't care from the beginning. With that I left his house. See that's why I stay to my freakin' self because of assholes like that.

I didn't even know I was crying until I felt a drop on my hand.

"Pull yo self together Cymia, don't cry ova a nigga like tht" I said out loud.

My brother is gonna fuck him if he find out what he did so that's why I'm not gonna tell him.

Why should my brother go to jail for murder for a nigga that wasn't even worth is.

Just know he's gonna miss me and the shit I did for him.

Bes believe that......