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"YO, WHAT THE FUCK?" he said as he grabbed the bottle from me and looked at me confused. "what, i'm telling the truth." i said kind of agitated. he gave me a look that let me know to continue to tell the story. "okay, my older brother had a bestfriend that would come over a lot, they'd drink, smoke, do what they do- i really stayed to myself so i never paid attention to what they did." i started, already getting teary eyed.
"one night, i guess he got so drunk and he showed his true colors and how we truly felt about me that night, all my friends had just left after my birthday party and he got in the bed with me, and when i told him to get out he got aggressive and beat on me, really bad- then he raped me." i said before burtsting out into tears.
i've never been able to properly heal from this situation because i never opened up about it, me and him had our talk the next day and he apologized over and over and told me how bad he felt, but i was numb, there was no pain or sorrow, i was just numb.
"angel." he said, wrapping his arms around me laying his head on my chest as i stood up in front of him. "i'm so sorry that happened to you." he said in a sad tone.
"don't be sorry for me, i'm fine." i said chuckling, wiping my tears as he held me tighter. "no, no, i feel like i need to be here for you now." he said standing up, towering over me.
we laid down and just held each other, no sex, no words, just silence.
"i love you." he said breaking the silence, that was very sudden and i wasn't expecting that to come out of his mouth any time soon, i was literally in a state of shock so i didn't say anything back, he just kept rubbing on me and hugging me while i stayed silent.
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"GOD DAMN BABY you tall." a random dude i walked past yelled out at me, i'm used to comments like these because i am tall for a girl but at the same time it's annoying because i can't go anywhere without me being asked my height.
he's lucky i'm on my way to reece's apartment and not with him because he would've knocked his ass out- he's so protective of me and i love it.
thank god he's taller than me, i can't stand being with short men, they're so insecure and defensive- reece knows who he is and he knows how to love a woman, when he told me he was bisexual i had literally no problem with that because so am i, plus bisexual men know how to please a woman better than a straight man, i have no idea what that's about.
REECEY🧸 ! sent you a message
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REECEY🧸 baby, wyaaa.
ME boy i'm walking upstairs now 😭
taking out my key and unlocking the door and walking in, the instant aroma of weed and vanilla filled my nostrils and i let out a pleased sigh. boy i love it here, this is really my happy place, reece makes everything feel like home.
"baby." he said walking out the room in a blue hoodie and some grey sweats, his dick was just loose, engulfing me in a hug i fell in love all over again.
"boy, where is yo draws at?" i asked mesmerizing his long piece swinging left to right every time he moved- god this nigga was blessed. "i don't like wearing them when i'm home." he replied blatantly, him being so nonchalant really turns me on, well actually anything he does turns me on.
"anyways, you wanna watch a movie?" he said opening the door to his room, Netflix being opened and he had the blanket i like to sleep with when i come over folded and ready for me to use, with my favorite snacks all on the bed along with a bottle of sprite beside them, oh he must want some ass.
"awe, baby, you didn't have to do all this for me." i said giggling, starting to realize how much this man actually loves me. i've never been with someone who takes their time learning me, so they can treat me how i yearn to be treated.
this is all so new to me, it's like learning how to love again with him, my past relationships have been so forced and fake, reece took his time to learn my body instead of just trying to get his nut, he always observes how i react to certain things so he doesn't anger me or make me sad which is greatly appreciated, he's so perfect to me.
my thoughts are interrupted by a phone call i get from my cousin alicia from back home, i don't know what she could possibly want at this hour.
"megan." it sounds like she's been crying, she can barely get her words out- her voice is shaky and i'm hearing ambulances in the background, my heart dropped and i'm already thinking of the worst scenario my mind can conjure up.
"alicia? what's going on, what's all that noise in the back." i could also hear other people crying and screaming in the back. then she went silent for a while, reece walked towards me and asked if everything was okay, i shrugged because no one is telling me anything right now, so i couldn't even answer his question if i wanted to.
"alicia, tell me what's going on." alicia was always like this in certain situations, real timid and hesitant. reece sat down on the bed beside me, wrapping his arm around me and holding my free hand since my phone was in the other, i didn't feel like holding my phone anymore so i put it on speaker and sat it beside me, then finally alicia spoke.
"it's your mom, she died megan." my heart dropped and my eyes widened, i hung up and couldn't do anything but cry, i put my head on reece's shoulder and just cried.
my bestfriend, the center of my world, the one who pushed me to even keep doing this college thing, is gone.
he laid back on the bed and wrapped me in his arms as i continued to cry into his hoodie.
this can't be real.
sorry about the slow updates but i just have a lot on my plate, plus i'm trying to make the chapters longer so the waits are more worth it.
