Amnesia Mafia

Chapter 11

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"But Andrew what if she finds out that-" "She won't find out that we are lying. I won't accept her to get to know the truth about that she was with Jake. I won't let her get taken away from me! He took her from me and I won't let her get taken away from me twice!" He lied to me! Furious I slam the door open looking at them both with fire in my eyes. "You lied to me?! How dare you! I trusted you! You broke my fucking trust, you deceived me!" Shocked he looks at me. 

"Please baby listen to me." "No! I won't listen to you, I won't listen to any of your lies anymore! I have heard enough." With an angry expression I turn around and walk out the door when he grabs my wrist. In one hard pull I free myself and begin running through the hallway to the front door wanting to leave the house. Tears flowing, making me cry while running. I'm so stupid that I believed him all this time.

 Who can I trust now, he was the only person that I really trusted and opened up to. He can fuck off at the moment because now I want to be alone and need to think about everything. I open the door in one hard pull and slam it behind me. On my fastest I run to the gate where I jump on some stuff, climbing on the wall and jumping of it on my two feet. When I safely land I begin running again trying to get the things they both said get out of my head. 

The words keep spinning and spinning and my heart aches by what Andrew said to Ann. He lied and that is unacceptable, even if he likes me he can't just lie to me. I love him and want to be with him, but I just can't accept the fact that he lied to me. Me sight is blurry because of all the tears that flow down my cheek falling to the ground. 

"Skyler stand still!" "come back!" I hear them screaming behind me while I keep taking turns and run in the dark tiny streets making them unable to follow me by car. When I thought that nothing could get worse this happens, I really have bad luck. Why is it me that gets all this bad luck? Why me? I finally lost them and fall down in a little ball crying my eyes out. I don't know what I should do and I don't know how this will end. Who can I trust? Can I even trust anyone? I only have myself to trust and believe, I only have myself to know the truth and find out the lies others tell.

 You can trust no one and that will probably stay like that for god knows how long. You can hear me crying in the dark streets, sitting like that until I have no tears left. My aching heart and tearless eyes looking into the dark street watching what is happening. People who are trading or buying drugs while others have a fight with each other. Waterdrops begin to fall upon my skin making the rain get harder until it is pouring.

 The rain making my clothes drenched, making my warm body temperature cool down and leaving me with a cold body that is shivering. I have nowhere to go except the house of Andrew where I don't want to go to right now. I need alone time. The sun is setting down, getting darker making way for the moon to show up. I get up all wet walking through the dark streets not caring about what is happening around me.

 Ignoring the loud noise that the people are making. Drunk people approach me, but I ignore them and am about to pass them. "Hey there you! Won't you come with me?" They ask. They reek of alcohol and I don't want to go with them. I begin running again the sunset is getting away and the darkness begins to take over. When the drunk man are out of sight I begin walking again and thus begin thinking. 

Andrew lied to me about us being together. I am together with, with Jake? No... Jake was telling the truth and I didn't believe him or wait.. He said was with Jake. Am I with Jake or was I with Jake? Everything is so confusing, why is nothing clear to me? I just want to know the truth is that too much to ask? I love Andrew but what if I am really with Jake and not Andrew? My head will explode, there is too much that happened. I am confused by everything, my feelings and the things that happen. I just wish that the truth will unfold soon...