Love or Regret (N.r.k)

Regret

I was in the party area sitting beside Jungwon, Niki across from me we hadn't spoken for a little bit after the thing that went on a little bit ago he kept glancing at me and I felt bad for no reason

That's when the cops walked in everyone scooted to one side of the room and panicking me and the boys followed, the music stopped and we all froze
"CHOI YE-JUN" they screamed and my body froze
Am I in trouble?
Everyone looked at me and I walked forward to them
"Ye-Jun uhhh are you the girl taking care of Ha Cho-Min" I nod in response "her mother was murdered, and she left you a note" he handed me the note

I am so sorry you had to find out this way, Min-Jun's father is an abusive man if you get this note he's probably killed me, I'd like you to know that when Min-Jun saw you for the first time, her eyes lit up. That's how I know you are the one who will take care of her the best. I'm sorry -Mrs Ha

Everyone continued to be silent and stare as I read the note to myself leaving water in my eyes I felt a rush of panic
I ran out as fast as I could not knowing how fast I could get to my house

The boys ran after me but I was ahead I heard them shouting my name but I didn't stop running until I got pulled back by my rist, it was Jake but soon after Niki appeared with a waist hug the seemingly dealt like one of those trying to stop the running type of thing

"Jesus now that we left my car at school we have to walk instead" jay shouted basically spat on my face
My eyes watered not because he yelled but because I was basically a mother now
"I'm sorry" he softened his expression "it's not that, it's just Min-Jun her mom was murdered and now I'm basically a mother" I said not able to control my tears anymore

Niki then hugged me which made me cry even more
"Cant you just give her up for adoption" Sunghoon questioned innocently "no.I'll treat her as my own I don't care if I'm too young I will do it she needs me now" I said whipping my tears "her mom lied to me" I said in a silent cry and continued to run home while the followed me

I slammed the door open to meet a happy yeonjun and min-jun
"YE-JUNNIE YOURE BACK" she ran to hug me "what's wrong why are you crying" she said as I kneeled down to her height while she just rubbed her tiny hand across my face

"Min-junnie... how do you feel on living with us?" I said as I looked up at yeonjun pursing my lips to hide the tears "why what happened to mom? What did daddy do this time?" 

She questioned me. She knew he's done something before. "What has daddy done to mommy before Minnie?". "He hits mommy really hard and he yells at her and calls her mean names".

"Minnie....mommy is gone she, wants me to take care of you," it was a lot harsh for a little girl to know but she has to know

"Ok" she whispered I knew she knows what I meant by gone I took of my heals and sat on my knees to hug the tiny human

The 7 boys behind me were sad,pure,shocked and only wanted to help they came inside and decided to stay over since it was a Saturday

They went to get their bags but Niki stayed and followed me upstairs "I'm sorry" he whispered "for?". "I acted up and I didn't mean to it's just that you are my first actual crush and I just didn't know how to react" he stated leaving me shocked a bit, but as usual a played it off nonchalantly and walked over to my closet and pulled out a shirt and some shorts that I stole from my brothers

I then threw them at him and told him to change as I pulled out a hoody and some sweats and opened my door and walked to my bathroom I changed quickly and took off my makeup "what is taking them boys so long" I said to myself walking back to my room I opened the door only to slap my eyes shut

"Why me! Come on Jesus this is not the first time" I basically shout "WHY WOULD YOU NOT NOCK" he said rushing to put the shirt on "you have a nice bellybutton tho" I said seperating my index and middle finger to peek an eye out

"Freak". "Dumbass". "Asshole". "Bitch". "Whor-" "HEY HEY THERE NOW" we argued he picked me up and ran to the living room. DROPPED ME. And left "ASSHOLE" I shouted as I got up to chase him and he jumped on my bed so jumped on him "feather". "The disrespect." And THEN "awwww they're in love!!" Jake cried out "WHERE DO YOU GUYS ALWAYS COME FROM" me and Niki said in SYNC "KISS,KISS, KISS" they all chanted out of no where my brothers also appeared continuously chanting I started walking away and out of no WHERE

He pulled my wrist PUT HIS HANDS on my waist and pecked my lips over and over again

The boys all stumbled to the ground crying, my brothers were basically sobbing that o was leaving them forever
Min-Jun looked at us all like we were crazy.....
When we heard the front door slam and, I knew exactly who it's was

I grabbed Min-Jun and pushed her into jays hands which she winded up in sunghoon's hands but who cares "lock this door and DONT come out you hear me" I looked at them with water in my eyes my brothers dragged me out and I shut the door behind me making sure it was locked first we ran down stairs and stood in a line my age
Yeonjun,Soobin,Beomgyu,Me
"Grades" my parents said in a stern tone starting with me
"All A's not one B mam" I said but she snatched the paper that showed my grades from my hands "hmm" she looked at me sneakily she then walked to beomgyu "how much do you make a week, at that damn ice cream place" she spat at him "50 an hour mam" she whipped out her hand and asked to see the money, he then gave her a brief case "this is how I much I make a week mam" his voice shook A WHOLE ASS BILLIONAIRE BTW "hmm" she hummed again my dad walked over to soobin and yeonjun and took their college grade papers
"All A's, for once Im proud of my children" my mom and dad smiled, it made my eyes teary
We all chucked in relief because this only happened very rarely
"Don't worry me and your father decided to change a bit" my mom said they took us to the kitchen and before we knew it they were hitting me and my brothers and left quickly "what the actual fuck" soobin said while beomgyu coughed blood I had a raspy cough and yeonjun was dying we were bruised up like every time they came home I tried to get up but fell right back down coughing blood beside beomgyu who was doing The same I eventually got up taking my brothers to their room

"Yk we should be taking care of you this way" they whispered as I dropped them from my grip while they fell back on the humongous bed

"I know but it's ok" I weakly smiled smiled at them and covered them in the blanket and left before they could speak again

I twisted the knob to my door thinking to myself that they are obedient and listen to my instructions "it's just me" I softly said

I then heard the door knob clicked so I went in and they all looked at me like if they just saw a ghost Minnie was on Jake looking like she wanted to cry
"What-the-fuck-happened" jay And sunghoon said in sync Niki walked over to me lifting up my tank top up a big to reveal my belly button which also revealed most of my bruises Sunoo and jungwon then came over to me and as Jungwon examined my face and the bruises on it Sunoo took off the large zip up sweater I had just stolen from yeonjuns closet to cover the rest of the bruises on my arms "what happened unnie" Minnie asked me quivering her bottom lip "I just tripped Down the stairs?" I questioned myself while smiling but
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Worst day everrrrr
What I didn't want to happen, happened, I fell onto the floor coughing more blood feeling lightheaded everything went black......