them [enhypen x reader]

death

Splash

Was all that was heard along with the small drops of rain as we walked home

To be honest i was quite embarrassed

Embarrassed about the way my family was....it never really seemed like an actual family No I was never Really a part of that family I was more of an investment to my dad and my sister's

My mom and i were the odd ones out
I don't know why though, I'm not an illegitimate child and my mom is his first and only wife he wasn't forced to marry her he married her willingly

But still

"Y/n what do you want to eat later?" Said jay interrupting my thoughts

"What ever you would like is just fine."
I replied blankly as I turned to face him

"How do you feel about some Curry?" He asked with a soft smile on his face

"If that is what you'd like it's fine by me"

I... I can't feel anything right now

"Okay" he said as his smile disappeared

"Mr. Park Sunghoon, may  I ask how you know Mr. And Mrs. Kim?"

I asked as i stoped to look at him

"Mr.Park huh?"

"Would you  preferre me to address you some other way sir?"

"Y/n what are you doing?"

"I don't quite understand what you mean by that?"

"Nevermind let's just go we're almost there anyways"

Click clack

Click clack

I can't think i can't 

"Y/n?"

"Yes?"

"We're here already"

"Oh right, thank you Ni-ki"
I said bowing 

I entered the house and saw everyone sitting on the couch

"Y/n can you please have a seat?" Asked Jungwon

"Yes mr.jung" i said as i headed towards the couch

"Y/n stop what you're doing,it's really annoying it's almost as if you're putting up a wall to protect yourself and distancing yourself from us we can't seem to understand you this way" said sunoo

"I don't know what yo-"

"Damn it y/n we're not your parents you don't have to be tense with us anymore I can't even see what you're thinking of , its like you're mind has blocked everything out " Said heeseung interrupting me

"I'm sorry."i said getting up to leave to my room

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A couple hours passed after that

And i heard a knock on my door

"Come in" i said loud enough so that the person on the other side could hear me

Click
 
I heard the door unlocked
And saw Sunghoon come in

"Can I help you with something?" I asked

but he only approached my bed and said nothing

"The food will be ready soon" he said as he climbed onto my bed

"Okay thanks" i said as i Felt him hug me

He didn't say anything back

I waited a couple of minutes to see if he would leave or say something but it was still silent

"Hoon?" I said as i turned around to face him

"Hmm?" Was all he responded as he was basically asleep

"Nevermind" I said deciding i should let him sleep

Soon I fell asleep too

~ time skip~

"Y/n? Dinner is ready" said jungwon as he woke me up

"Mmm okay lemme just wash my face I'll be there in a sec" i said I stretched

I soon got up and washed my face after that I headed towards the dinning room

"Oh- miss Kim" said a woman in around her 40's

I didn't know anyone was coming

"Mom there's no need for formalities"

Said sunghoon

"Mom?" I repeated in a question like manner

"I'm sorry y/n i should've told you my mom was coming over, I should introduce you y/n this is my mom park chaeyeong ,mom this is y/n Mr. And Mrs. Kim's second borned daughter"

"It's a pleasure to meet you love I've met your sisters but not you so I'm very glad we met"

"I'm terribly sorry if j have caused any inconvenience I've been busy with my studies so I don't really go to family meetings or anything in that style " i said as I bow

"It's quite alright darling , say y/n...have you ever thought about death and what comes after it?"

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.helloooo I'm back i know this is very short i was going to just erase this FF because thing's have gotten worse but since there's nothing I can do to actually change it i just decided that I should quit postponing this after all this book will come to an end soon I'm really grateful for all of your support not just for the support you give my writing but for the moral support you guys give me you have no idea how much this actually means to me I love you guys so much thank you for everything

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