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49 (Fears)

Author pov

Jungkook caressed Taehyung's hair and face. They were at Taehyung's favourite cafè and he was having his favourite redvelvet cake with orange juice. Jungkook smiled at how cute he was drinking juice with pouted lips with the straw.

From the time Jungkook came to him Taehyung didn't let go of his grip. Even now in the cafè he was sitting on his dad's lap. Jungkook on the other hand was the first time feeling like this. It was like he was feeling Taehyung's love toward him. Inthe past he would go and leave him alone and Taehyung wouldn't do anything but now.

"You!" Taehyung said and gave some cake to Jungkook.
"Thank you!" He offered him juice and Jungkook drank some.
"Tae?" He turned his head and looked at Jungkook.
"Baby! Appa is alone. Daddy must go-"
"Go! Go appa!" He said and held Jungkook's hand.
"No baby!" Jungkook caressed his face.

"If you come to the hospital you'll become sick as well. Daddy and appa don't want to see Taehyung is sick." Taehyung's lips started quivering. He was ready to cry. He didn't want to be alone. Jungkook sighed and hugged him.
"Tae baby! Appa will be well again." Jimin said trying to catch his attention but failed as he burst into tears. Jungkook kissed his head and caressed his back.

"My baby! Shhhhshhh! Daddy is here." Jimin bit his bottom lip. He wished he could do something.
"Appa! Appa!"
"Ahhhh appa will be mad if finds Taehyung is crying." Jungkook said and made him to look at him. He wiped Taehyung's tears.
"My Taehyung is a big man. He is strong. He doesn't cry for these little things." Taehyung blinked.

"Appa is sick and daddy must take care of him. Like when you are sick and I am there for you so your appa. You want appa becomes well again yeah?" He quickly nodded.
"So you must not cry. In that case your appa will have stress for you. He will be sad cause you are crying and won't get better. You must show how strong you are! We must take care of appa." He pouted and lowered his head. He then looked at Jungkook.

"Tae! Daddy must go to appa." He nodded. Jungkook smiled and put him down.
"Guesd what?" He asked Taehyung.
"Mr Han said you don't want to go to aunt Nayeon!" He tightened his brows.
"Me....no....gel! She bey me....gel coth!" Jungkook laughed.
"Ahhh she is out of mind. It is why uncle Jimin is here." He looked at Jimin with round eyes.
"You'll come to me and we will have lots of fun!" Jimin said and winked. A smile appeared on Taehyung's lips warming Jungkook's hearts.

"Now you'll go to our house with uncle Jimin and Mr Han to pack and then go to uncle Jimin's house ok?" Taehyung nodded.
"Daddy will call you!" Taehyung nodded again. He looked at Jungkook who was about to go. He hugged both of his legs making Jungkook to freeze in his place. Looking down he was shocked to see Taehyung was clinging to him like this.

He kneeled and hugged Taehyung tightly.
"Daddy loves you! So much" He said and kissed Taehyung's head and caressed his back.

Jungkook pov

"He is always clinging go you. Even if I have given birth to him and carried him for 9 months. This little devil!" I looked at Jinyoung and then sleeping Tae in my hold. It is funny but he doesn't cry and calms down when he is in my hold.

"Ahhh Taehyung your appa envies our relationship!" He chuckled and shook his head. I went and put Taehyung in his hold. Taehyung scrunched his nsoe making Jinyoung to frown.
"He'll cry now!" I tapped his round stomache and he nuzzled his face in Jinyoung's chest. Jinyoung looked at me and smiled.
"It is heart warming to see you two like this. He loves you so much!"

I went to the doctor was checking Jin. He bowed to me.
"How's my husband doing?"
"He is better. We gave him his pills and now he is sleeping. We took more tests and their answers will come soon but I can assure you it is not something serious." I nodded
"Take the best care of him. Do whatever is needed and make sure he doesn't feel pain. He feels pain and you'll lose your job! I am serious!" He bowed.
"Yes sir!"
"You said he is asleep?"
"Yes sir! The nurse gave his pills and some soup and then he slept!" I nodded.
"Alright!"

Author pov

Jungkook entered Jin's room quietly. He went and sat on the chair beside Jin's bed. He tilted his head and lookef at Jin with curious eyes.
"He has gotten better yeah?" He whispered and went near Jin. He then put his hand on Jin's forehead.
"The fever is gone!" He said and smiled. Taking the cloth there he started wiping the sweat on Jin's forehead and then caressed his hair.

He didn't know for how much time but he found himself staring and Jin and admiring him. Taking Jin's hand he caressed it.
"Please become well again!" He sighed.
"I am not good at taking care of others but.....I am trying. So please get well again. I am putting lots of efforts believe me." He swallowed.
"I even do not have the guts to tell it when you are awake." He breathed deeply.

"They....they think I am strong brave and selfish but.....they don't know deep inside I am a coward!"

Jin pov

I heard the things he said and it was heart breaking.
"I have lots of insecurities! Lots of fears and lots of regrets." I heard him cry.
"I.....I.....I am afraid my son never accepts me as his father! Afraid of being alone.....while I hate loneliness afraid taht Tae's condition becomes bad again. I have lost and now am afraid to lose more and regret every second I was selfish and the second I lost with the ones I loved." He whispered yelled trying not to wake me up.

"I am even afraid to lose you!" What?
"You have brought......hope to our life. To my life! I don't wanna lose my hope!" He said and cried louder. I no longer could act as if I am sleep. I sat and quickly hugged him. Without saying anything he buried his face in my chest and cried loudly.
"I am here! You can cry as much as you want! I am here."

Jimin pov

I couldn't believe all these animals were for a five year old child.
"Here is like a zoo!"
"Minnie....Minnie!" I looked at Taehyung who was running.
"Don't tell me this is a real i-ahhh it is moving!" He giggled and caressed the iguana.
"Tata!"
"Tae go and put Tata in his home. You are not taking him." Mr Han told him and he nodded.

"Is it safe to have this animal here?"
"He has Tata since he was a baby. Tata is safe and doesn't hurt." I shook my head. Ahhh even thinking about living with an animal like this is crazy.
"I wonder how Jin lives here."

"Ahhhh has he packed? Tae! Tae baby what are doing?" As I entered his room I found him folding his clothes neatly with pouted lips. I chuckled!
"Ahhh what a clean boy we have." He looked at me and smiled.
"Let me help-"
"No!" He said and shook his head.
"No one can touch Taehyung's clothes. Except me his dad his appa and himself."
"Even me?" He nodded.
"No.....cean!"
"Poor baby! Jin said Jungkook has OCD seems he has given his genes to his son." Taehyung looked at me.
"Huh?" I smiled.
"Nothing baby! Are you done?" He nodded.

"I am in the garden!" I nodded to Mr Han. Tae then went up his bed and took something that was under his pillow.
"What is th-"
"Appa Jinong!" He said and smiled. It was his appa.
"Jukoog!" I laughed as he showed his dad photo.
"He is your dad! You must call him daddy!" He rolled his eyes.
"Appa!" He then showed Jin's photo. He pouted.
"He.....sick!" I caressed his face.

"Appa will get well again! We will face time him when we are home hmmm?" He smiled and nodded. My eyes then saw his appa's photo again.
"Your appa is very beautiful Tae!" He giggled.
"Appa Jinong.....bitipul! He....bitipul! TaeTae bitipul!" I chuckled.
"Yes your parents are beautiful and our TaeTae is beautiful." He giggled.

"You remember when you met appa Seokjin?" He jumped.
"Appa come me! He.....hug me. Appa come me. Tunkel tunkel! Hug me. Come me!" He said and smiled. A day will come that he can speak completely and will understand things. That day is the day the truth will be known.

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