I'm sorry.

!!TW!! SUICIDE MENTION

Hello....

I have been struggling with school and much much more. I have tried to focus on one thing since I got sick from too much body stress. I don't think words can explain how much stress I've been through trying to keep up ideas for the two books I have... For now, I will just lurk around and read other books. Hopefully winter break comes soon. I can't stress about it anymore than this. Just know that I am currently fighting with my self on suicide aswell, no this isn't fake. I would show you if I had any wounds from it, but I've almost suffocated myself aswell as choked myself. Again, I have no photo proof, and it's if you don't believe me, I don'tblame you.[Please, Not Trying To Guilt Trip Anyone.] But I am fighting myself on whether I should lean towards life or fall over towards death. Okay, I should get to bed.. Goodnight. Also, books will probably go discontinued. Bye..