FINDING MR WRONG (B1)

Chapter 11

CHAPTER ELEVEN

    For almost a week, I waited for her to come for me, but she never showed. I even text Karah, just to see what was happening. Only, she had no idea. All she said was that she's been working a lot, so she's not seen much of her.

Cade's been quiet, too. He hasn't even attempted to see his son. I thought he'd at least try to, especially after showning up at the hospital. But like the coward he is, he stayed away. Just like I knew he would. Maybe she's stopped him from making any kind of contact with him? I think she's told him she'll forgive everything, as long as he stays away from me. Only, I must be a sponge for punishment because I'm now standing at her door. I want to know why she hasn't come to me and why my child is the one having to suffer the consequences. Yes, I want nothing to do with him, but I can't be selfish for my son. Besides, at least this way, I can get on with my life, because right now their silence is making me a nervous wreck. I'm constantly looking over my shoulder, waiting for her to pounce.
As expected, she's none too welcoming of my visit. I can't blame her for it, but I need to know what's happening. I need to know if I should worry about my safety and my sons. For all I know, she's making a plot to kill me to get rid of me for good.

"I think you have a damn cheek showing up at my door. You have the cheek to demand shit from me too! All to ease your childish mind. Yes, you're a bloody child, one who's the same age as my daughter! Hell, how you could do this to her? It's beyond me. She's supposed to be your best friend and you turn your back on her by destroying our family."
What the hell?

"Hold on a second. I wasn't the only one here. Your husband came onto me! I tried to stay away from him, but he kept on coming for me! Damn it, you're not the only one that was stung by this mess. I've lost everything while he still comes up smelling like roses. I'm the one that's lost everything! That's including my family home and my parents. He not only cheated on you, but he'd discarded me like I was yesterday's trash when I told him I was pregnant. He told me to abort my baby, his child! He walked away from me after telling me he'll leave you to be with me. Yet he didn't, and when the going got tough, he ran away. He abandoned not only me, but his child. I'm nineteen years old, and he's a grown man! I know I'm not innocent in all this, but really, I'm getting all the blame here? You do know he's not happy with you, right? That's why he came after me because you weren't around to satisfy him."

Yeah, that one earned me a slap. I don't blame her. Not one bit because I know I deserve it. Only, what I didn't deserve was all the blame. I tell her this too, forcing her to listen to me when I tell her this was him.

"I tried so many times to walk away, but he kept on coming back, begging me to not give up on him. All the promises, everything he told me was lies. I fell for them all, just like I did with him. I fell in love with him as much as I knew it was wrong, and I should've stopped it, it was too late. I guess it'll please you to know he never once said he loved me. Not once. I told him, every time I was with him I loved him, and still, he kept me around. He knew exactly how I felt, and still, he kept on torturing me with his empty promises. Now I don't know the situation with you both, and frankly, I don't give a shit anymore. I've cried so many times over that man, I'm all cried out, and now I just hate him. No, I don't just hate him, I pity him. He's a coward! It's pretty pathetic since he's supposed to be a soldier. He can take care of his country, but he can't take care of his loved one's heart. The man is a coward, and where is he now? I bet he's hiding in his little garage, huh? Come on, you COWARD! Show your face! Be a man for once in your PATHETIC LIFE!"

She steps out of her door, telling me to keep it down. But of course, this just wound me up more. So much so, I end up telling her I won't be quiet. I'll never be quiet about this.