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I feel like I dragged this one on longer than I should have???

You were so excited. You had plans with your wonderful boyfriend Chris, the two of you were planning to have a date night, going out for dinner, taking a walk down the river, and then whatever else the night had planned for the two of you.

You had done your full skincare this evening, took a nice warm bath, and took time to find just the right outfit before sitting at your vanity, beginning the process of your makeup.

Halfway through, your phone pinged, you put down your things, grabbing your phone you check the message with a smile, only for it to drop from your face, Chris has to stay in the studio and won't make it home for the much awaited and planned date night. Even if your excitement was crushed, you text him an 'it's okay" along with an I love you and a heart emoji.

Setting your phone down with a small sigh you walk into the shared bathroom, you grab your makeup removing balm, gently rub the makeup you just put on, off, and wash your face clean before changing into shorts and one of Chris' t-shirts. After some time, you grow hungry and make yourself ramen. After eating and cleaning the dirty dishes, you sit in your bed watching a movie, falling asleep sometime during it.

Feeling the bed shifting next to you, you crack open your eyes, seeing your boyfriend slowly laying down, trying his best to not wake you. Although he fails at keeping you asleep, you can't help but smile at the sight of him.

Oh, how you love that man. You scoot closer to him, resting your head against his chest and draping an arm across his torso. Immediately Chris turns to his side, snaking both arms around your frame, inhaling deeply as he presses a kiss to the top of your head. "I'm sorry for waking you..." he whispers, his voice sounding quite drained of energy. "It's okay, what time is it?" A soft hum comes out of you as he tells you it's a little after three in the morning.

"y/n?" He says almost hesitantly, wondering if you've fallen back to sleep, only you haven't, nuzzling your nose against his neck you hum once again, "I'm sorry I missed another date night, I feel horrible about it." You frown to yourself, hearing his voice crack with emotions, his breath sounding slightly shaky as well. Pressing a chaste kiss to his neck, you rub his back to supply some comfort. "I know you are baby, we can always plan another one yeah? Don't beat yourself up over this." You reassure him without a second thought, you knew how important you are to Chris, and you also know how important his job is to him, you'd never make him choose.

Hearing how supportive you are every time he has to cancel on your guys' plan, causes a pain to his chest each time, from the feeling of his own selfishness and the love he has for you. "y/n...?' Chris speaks timidly, seeming almost scared to speak out loud. "Yes love?"

"Do you wish I was different? Do you wish I didn't have this job, or I was another person?" he asks you in a whisper, upon hearing him, your head snaps up and you stare at him with worry in your eyes.

"Of course not, Chris. No to all of those questions, I have never wished for any of those, and I never will. I hope you never wish for any of those things, because you're already so amazing, love. You're so hard-working, intelligent, kind, considerate, funny, and so many other things, I'd be damned if I wished you were different. I think this job made you the person you are, so I'm nothing but thankful for it. You're the only person I want, now and always. Okay?" you tell him firmly, wanting him to know just how serious your words are.

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