It completely broke me to see him getting engaged to his fiance today...
He loves her so much, so does she...
I love him so much that i let him go for his happiness...
Maybe we aren't meant to be together but its okay.... i didn't wanna spoil his day by not being here for him...
I've always been his support system sincd childhood and he's been my bestfriend ever since i was bullied in school and he came as my saviour.
Everyone knows how much i love him...
except him!
My heart broke into million pieces when he said he was in love with her..
I wanted to scream, shout, cry out my pain... but i pasted a smile on my face just for his happiness...
I had heard that love is bliss, its a feeling which brings you happiness and its such a beautiful feeling... it is indeed...
But no one told me it brings double the pain with it...
I wanted to runaway leaving everything behind... but he didn't let me...
I never could tell him how much i love him... and i know i never will be able to...
Today is the last day i'm seeing him...
Tomorrow morning i'm leaving him with his happiness and moving away forever taking my broken pieces with me... to a new city...
"Priya yaar, kahan khoyi ho... come on lets go!" Ram said bringing her out of her thoughts.
He noticed her teary eyes "Hey, kya hua?"
She smiled and nodded her head wiping her tears "Just happy for you"
"Aw i love you so much" He hugged her.
I just wish i could tell you how much i love you ram! I wish...
Her eyes filled with tears and she hugged him as tightly as possible coz she knew it was their last hug!
They parted and he led her to his car and they drove off to have her favorite kulfi at midnight.
I didn't tell him that i'm leaving tomorrow...
I asked him to take me out for our favorite kulfi night today... it is our fav thing to do... we eat kulfi and roam around in car listening to music and going crazy all night...
Everyone thought we would be a gorgeous couple and I dreamt of it every single day... until... sigh!
I looked at him as he drove... he was so happy today... that it made me smile to see him happy...
I know ram, you'll never forgive me to leave you without informing you...
I'm sorry ram, but i'm doing this for us....
Maybe my heart will never heal...
But i can't be selfish and hurt you...
I just pray to god to keep you safe and give you everything you wish for!
They had their kulfis and roamed the entire night screaming the lyrics as the music blasted... they laughed like maniacs enjoying each other's company...
I wish i could just stop the time...
I wish i would never had to let you go...
I wish i could stay with you forever!
They reached under priya's apartment at 3AM. She looked at him as though he would vanish forever...
He smiled as she didn't even blink her eyes "Hey kya hua tumhe?"
She smiled and nodded her head.
She softly spoke "Ram, promise me you'll always take care of yourself... you'll be happy... you'll be the same... you'll always be my bestfriend!"
He scrunched his face "Aisa kyun keh rahi ho? Kuch hua hai kya?"
"Please ram just promise me!"
"Okay i promise priya! Ab toh batao kya baat hai?"
She smiled "Kuch nahi, bas yunhi"
"Tumhara na sachi mein kabhi kabhi screw dheela hojaata hai.. main toh kehta hun upar wale ne bheja toh bheja par bheje mein bheja nahi bheja" He laughed and she just smiled with teary eyes looking at his cute laugh.
"Arey abhi tak toh tum mujhe chaped maar deti... aaj kya hua?" He asked surprisingly.
"Kuch nahi" She smiled.
"Ajeeb ho yaar tum"
"Bye ram, takecare" She whispered with teary eyes but controlled herself.
"Byee, you too takecare" He smiled.
She got down and before leaving he rolled down the window on her side and said "Priya, kal tum mere saath shaadi ke kapde lene chalna pleaseee... i'll come to pick you... i'm not hearing any excuses byee"
And he sped off knowing she would deny or make excuses.
Tears fell freely from her doe eyes as she saw his car disappear into thin air.
I'm sorry ram, i'm so sorry!
She broke down and came crashing to the ground as her feet felt numb.... she screamed her pain out and cried bitterly.... knowing that she'll never see him again... and he'll never be hers...
Some good-byes are unsaid,
those are the ones which bear...
The most scars and pain...
Maybe its meant to be like that..
But it hurts to accept it...
Only if it was never a good-bye,
just a goodnight...
with a hope of seeing you again...
with the new ray of sun..
Life would have been less painful!
~~~ 💔 ~~~
