If there's one thing I've learnt is that insane doesn't necessarily mean batshit crazy
It means that something is constantly eating away at something that bothers you
Until it becomes a weapon... a monster that your constantly battling against
So you constantly have your guard up you don't let anyone in
You become paranoid, withdrawn
You find yourself backed into a corner one that's trapping and suffocating
Sometimes your too tired to keep your guard up too exhausted
And suddenly it's slipped through the tiny crevasses through the emotions you've let control you
It takes control
Then once again it leaves ,
Leaving you to suffer the consequences
And your alone, surrounded but you feel isolated
Singular
You ,yes ,you
You are the anomaly
You are the problem
The difference
YOU ARE the VIRUS
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