How I wish this is just a dream,
Afraid of losing,
Yet here I am hoping,
With jealousy,
Having so many things going on my mind,
But I still can't let myself step forward from today's headlines,
The feeling is there,
Growing up slowly,
Like a tsunami,
Promises and swears are made,
Knowing things directed in wrong ways,
As it goes bigger each day,
As it gives hope in every day.This sucks.