So uh.. this is my first story 🧍🏻♀️
TW: su1c1de, s3lf harm
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Chuuya's pov:
I was walking down the street after a mission. I'd been feeling sad because today was the anniversary of when Dazai left the mafia.
While I was trying to forget about that fact, when suddenly I heard what sounded like crying from the alleyway I was walking passed. I glanced into the alleyway and wondered if I should go in. I decide to see what it could be for a reason that I still don't know.
As I go further into the alley the crying gets louder, but I couldn't seem to find where it was coming from. Just as I was about to leave I see where the sounds coming from, And it was....
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Dazai.?
I stare down at him as he weeps and sobs.
He was crying really hard and it was honestly kinda concerning.
I wasn't sure whether or not I should say something. In the end I decided to say something.
" Dazai.. " I say concerned. Just as I said that he whipped his head up at my.
" C-Chuuya..? " he says sounding more like he's asking. " Is that you.? " he actually asks this time.
While he asked that his voice crack and I could tell he had been crying for a long time.
Without even realizing it, I started walk towards him and before I even knew it I was hugging him.
" what's wrong?. " I ask concerned.
" Ah- well uhm.. " he says followed by a sigh.
" Today marks the day Odasaku died.. " he says sniffling.
I stared at him in shock. I hadn't expected that to be the reason behind it.
" wait a second.. but it's also the day you left the mafia. " I say somewhat confused
" That would be because Odasaku convinced me to leave. " He says
I stared at him and as I stared I realized I was still hugging him. I wasn't sure if I should let go or not, either way I would still feel awkward. I started thinking about the fact that if I leave him alone in this state he might try to self harm.. or worse. so I decided to let him stay at my house, though I realized that telling him would be pretty difficult.
" chuuya.. chuuyaa.. CHUUYA! " Dazai yells.
" huh? " I stare at him confused
" You were spaced out. " he says still slightly sniffling.
" Oh, sorry. But uhm also.. would you like to stay in my house for the night .? ' ' I say staring at the ground.
I heard Dazai chuckle.
" why do you ask, chuuya? " Dazai asked sounding less sad than earlier.
" well you seem really sad right now so I just don't want you hurting yourself or.. Killing yourself.. " I said now looking him in the eyes.
He stared at me looking incredibly shocked.
He gives me this smile that I've never seen on him, it seemed.. genuine.
" Since when did you start caring about me, chuu chuu train? " he asks somewhat sarcastic.
" Fine, you can stay in your own home. " I said annoyed.
He stares at me, pouting.
" I'm just joking. " he says sounding upset again. " I-I take it back! " I said not wanting to make it worse.
He stares at me and smiles again. I feel blush slightly creep onto my face.
" than let's go. " I said serious.
" right now? " he asks quietly.
" Yes, now come on. " I said grabbing his jacket and pulling him.
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Once we returned to my house I noticed that Dazai seemed a lot more happy than before.
We walked in and Dazai walks over and flips onto my couch.
" what do you think you're doing? " I ask slightly annoyed
" Well I presumed that I would be sleeping on the couch, unless you wanna sleep together? " he implies while winking.
" W-WHAT..?! NO! " I yell blushing and embarrassed.
He chuckles and I sit down next to him slightly annoyed. Eventually everything went dark and I fell asleep.
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When I woke up I try to figure what I'm staring at and than I sat up and realized that I had been sleeping on Dazai and I feel my face turn red.
" Morning! " Dazai says while staring down at me.
" I.. morning.. " I say hugging him.
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So uh.. that's the end of the first one shot 🤭
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