E̶n̶d̶u̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶A̶g̶o̶n̶y̶ (𝘊𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘰 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘭 𝘹 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘖𝘤)

𝘕𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘰𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘭

hey guys! im so sorry for not posting, school just stressed me out so much to the point where i had no motivation and just want to sleep. i didnt want to end this story just yet because i have a lot of ideas for it now! so i finally decided to get up and go on my computer to write for you guys! (I might spoil you this weekend or just post every weekend but NO PROMISES). Im gkad im back guys and I have a lot of ideas for this story! I hope you enjoy this crazy chapter! now on to the story!

Zayn walked into the room after Carlos and shut the door. Carlos' room was just like Camilo's but just more gloomy like his personality. "Whats the point of your room again? Camilo's room is way better." Zayn rolled his eyes as he laid on the ground. Carlos just glared at him and turned on the tv. "What's up with you and my brother anyway? You're like mega crazy when it comes to him." Carlos nonchalantly laid on the floor right next to Zayn facing the tv. Zayn was freaking out right now and his breath quickened. "Uh..whats it to you?" Zayn thought of a retort as he was trailing his fingers on the carpet. Carlos looked at him and smirked. 

"You know... Camilo says you're a really good FRIEND." Carlos rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling. "He said you're nice to him, you help him with his homework, you played blocks with him as a kid when nobody else wanted to, he thinks you're great FRIEND material." Zayn was pissed. He didnt know why the word "friend" hurt him so much. Carlos noticed this. He kept note in his head of how Zayn cringed at the word 'friend', he noticed how his expression would change everytime someone mentions Camilo. Carlos didnt know how to feel about this. 

"Can you just shut up for once? See this is why people hate you so much. You're an asshole, a liar, a mischevious bitch and oh I can go on." Zayn turned his body to face Carlos. "No one likes you, you suck, you're dumb, and all you do is put people down because you think you're better!" Zayn was standing up now. "And this is why Camilo is WAY BETTER than you and you're only SECOND PLACE." Zayn was mad. 

Carlos kept his head bowed staring at the floor slowly standing up. Zayn watched at Carlos stood up cringing at the height difference. Zayn and Carlos stared at eachother for a while until Carlos finally spoke, "Ill leave you alone now, im going to sleep." Carlos turned away with a face expression Zayn couldnt read. He trotted to his bed and lifted the covers than laid down facing away from Zayn. 

Zayn was suprised and confused. Wasnt he supposed to get his face knocked in at this moment? Zayn stared Carlos' way. Zayn knew something was up. Did he just do something wrong? Zayn slowly walked over to where Carlos is. "Carlos?" Zayn tapped his shoulder lightly, "What?" Carlos asked still faced away from Zayn. Zayn's hand trembled as he stared at the boy's back. "Zayn?" Carlos questioned as he snapped Zayn out of his trance. "Am I really a horrible person? Like you said I was. Like everyone says Camilo is the better twin. Am I really an asshole? Is that why everyone is scared of me and wont cross my path. Will I ever find someone that understands me for me? Not Camilo's evil twin, not 2nd place."

Carlos was sitting up now. He was staring into the darkness of his room. Zayn was suprised by this. How did he not know how Carlos felt? Zayn felt guilty. "Do I really put people down am I really that selfcentered?" Carlos was gripping onto his bedsheets turning his knuckles white. "If I did...Im really sorry Zayn. Im really sorry to everyone ive been a bitch to. If I didnt want to be second place I wouldve never acted like this. Its all my fault, I made my bed so now I have to lay in it. I was selfish, a fool, and never acknowleged anyone elses feelings. I feel so guilty but now I have to pay the price I shouldnt be complaining right now. I shouldnt be a Madrigal I dont deserve it. I dont deserve anything not love nor affection. I wonder if anyone would care if i just left. Left this world. I would probably be doing them a favor." 

Carlos' voice cracked as he was expressing his feelings. Zayn stared at him obviously guilty about what he had said to him. Zayn gently grabbed his hand. "Oh god Carlos, I never realised..." Zayn softly said as Carlos started to bow his head. "You shouldnt be sorry. Now I understand why you act this way towards other people. I feel horrible for never noticing you dont deserve this. I always stared at you in the background everyone always ignored you and forgot about you but I never thought of it that way. All these years people have been so cruel to you without even noticing, and I feel horrible for being one of them. Im sure people love you as much as they love Camilo. Please dont think so low of yourself. Ill never treat you bad ever again just please have some hope. Ill help you, we can walk to classes together at school ill help you with your grades so people can have more respect for you. Please cooperate with me, ill help you."

Carlos hugged Zayn. "Thank you so so so much for understanding, and yes ill cooperate with you! I want to get better and be better with other people. I promise I wont get into any trouble from now on." Carlos let go. Zayn was shocked. Carlos never opened up to anyone, he mostly just kept to himself people honestly just thought his only emotion was anger but no. Hes human too. 

"Come sit down I want to talk to you about something."