I Fell In love With Hyunjin

chapter 20

Kim Eunji

Its 8 am, i guess he's still asleep. I opened some messages and he sent me a copy of the pictures last night.

Haru seemed surprised that i still like Hyunjin. He just said what and never replied on the group chat again. Was he disappointed? Hana on the other said she knew it, and that we looked great together.

I couldnt stop smiling, this was it. I can feel that i was gonna be happy and i wont feel lonely anymore. I uploaded pictures and videos from last night.

"Should i upload a picture of us? I should ask once he's awake." I remembered, he's popular in school i cant just post pictures of us.

I got out of my small room. This is a perfect day, nothing can ruin it.

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Hey, im sorry about last night. I didnt mean it, it was a mistake.
You can forget that it ever happened. Its all just a misunderstanding after all.

I spoke too soon. I went back inside. I read it again trying to understand what he just said. I didnt bother replying to him and just turned off my phone and cried.

"Why did i ever think im meant for any happiness? I should just be grateful that im still breathing." I screamed in my pillow.

All that things he did, the things he said it was a lie. He was right, he did prove me wrong. He's not all that, he's not the good guy i thought he was. He fooled me and made me think he liked me.

I guess i fell asleep after crying my heart out for hours and staring at oblivion. I got up, and looked at how empty my life is. This small room has never been more cold and suffocating. I took my wallet and phone, i didnt bother changing. I was still on pj's.

I put my phone on my pocket, i still didnt turn it on. I walked around the neighborhood. Good thing i had breakfast before reading that message.

I just kept walking, zoning out and just keep replaying everything that happened this week. How could someone be so dedicated in acting and fooling a girl?

I turned my phone on, our college group chat was blowing up. But im too lazy to check out whats going on. Its probably just about the summer outing. Yeri eonnie messaged me asking how last night went, I didnt answer her. I called Hana asking her if i can come to their house.

After 20 minutes of waiting a car arrived for me, it was their driver so i got in.

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Hana took me to her room. It was thrice bigger than my room.

"What's up? Why are you still on your pajama?"

"Haru isnt here?"

"Why? Did something happened?"

"Is Haru here?" I asked again.

"No, my stupid brother is at the company."

"Good, you cant tell him okay?"

"You do know that i am as much temperamental as my brother?"

"Well, you wont punch a dude."

"Who said i wouldnt?" She looked amused.

"Look, what i need is someone to cry on to."