a new girl in nappies (MtF story)

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1st person
waking up at 7:30 in the morning for school as always
I hated that place so much with no friends and bullied alot by everyone you can see why I didn't want to go but with anything I still do it anyways
skipping breakfast and just getting dressed I start my walk
as I was getting closer I get the usual feeling of this isn't going to go well

time skip
about half way through the 2nd lesson I start to need the toilet so I think I can hold it so I try to focus on work but after about 5 minutes it's clear I'm not going to be able to until the end of lesson so I put my hand up and the teacher answers me "yes luke what do you want"
"can I go the toilet I will be quick"
"5 minutes let me just finish this part of the lesson and when you come back I still want all your work done"
so he goes back to teaching and after he was done I was allowed to go

so I leave the class and start to head to the toilets and just as I get inside of the toilets it all comes flooding out
so I quickly run into a stall and think about what to do I dry some with the toilet paper but it's not working so I go to the nurses hoping no one cathes me and lucky for me I don't think anyone saw me

when I get to the nurses office I go inside and hope for the best "what had happened today?"
"hey so..." and the nurse is abit confused "go on boy spit it out" so I continue "I didn't make it to the toilet on time" that's when the nurse stands up and sees for herselfs "okay I see I will just call home and tell them what happened and see if we can get you a change of clothes"

so I sit down and she talks on the phone about something then leads me behind the curtain before going into a small room
she comes back with a pile of clothes and says "now we don't have any underpants but we do have pull ups or a tape nappy I'm assuming you want the pull up so I got you that" I start to panic "I can't wear a nappy everyone will know" she starts to try and calm me down "no one will notice" it's not helping me but she continues "the other bad news is the only trousers we have left are to small for you so it's a skirt Because I'm assuming you don't want to put those back on"
I was shocked I'm going have to wear a skirt I sat there with my mouth open before words finally escape "okay fine but do you atleast have something to go under" that's when she goes to look and comes back with some leggings

so I start to get changed and as I look in the mirror with my already long dark blonde hair I think I look like a girl in this but I don't feel upset intact I finally feel happy just looking at myself and like this feels right

so I open the curtain and the nurse looks at me "isn't that better now, class is about to ended but you can take this note and just get your stuff and go to break" so he takes the note and starts to head to back to maths and when he was going up the stairs the bell rang so as he got there only him and Katie (only person who speaks to him) and she asks "why you in a skirt now and what took you so long" and Luke gets alittle embarrassed gives the note to the teacher and tells Katie "I wet myself and they didn't have any trousers" she lets out alittle laugh before Luke continues "but this feels amazing like the best thing ever"
Katie just looks at him confused for a second "maybe you should talk to someone about that" so they both agree and start heading somewhere Luke never went before and when they got there Katie told him to just go inside and explain

so as I went inside and sit down I explain everything
and she looks at me and says "have you heard about transgender" I shake my head "it's when peoples genders don't match with what they where given at birth" and then it clicks and he or she now knows that it feels right
"oh then I think I am but don't they get bullied alot and won't I need change stuff" she looks at him synaptic "well yea if you want to like get a new name we can add a nickname and it will show up as that and we can call your mum if she is okay with it or you can tell her I reply with "well I never liked my name anyways but can you tell her for me"
so as he's leaving and she calls home for the 2nd time of the day and explains and Luke finally feels happy with himself "so Katie I think I'm probably transgender " Katie looks at her and says "that's great"

the lady opens the door and tells me to go to the headteachers office BC my mums picking me up early to talk about all this with me

notes
please tell me what you think of the 1st chapter