a new girl in nappies (MtF story)

after school (2)

when I got to the office and sat down waiting leave I started getting this feeling that I knew to well I needed the toilet but as soon as I stood up to go my mum came through and took me out and when we got in the car she hugs me something she hasn't don't for as long as I can remember so I ended up crying

and after the hug she looks at me and says "I'm so proud of you and know you will be happier and that's why I took you out so we can get some new clothes" at this point I was crying fully "so we going shopping" as she started the car and said "actually we are going to a friend's house to get clothes that should fit just fine"

after alittle while of silence she says to me "I heard you wet yourself and are in a pull up" at this point I get embarrassed and just nod my head but I managed to say "sorry mum" I felt a hand on my leg for a second "no baby don't apologize its okay accidents happen" I felt so loved today and at the start of my day I felt horrible and now I'm doing amazing "talking about which how long BC I do need toilet"
"don't worry it's not far now can you hold it for like 5 or 6 minutes"
"I will try mum"

we started making conversation and trying to choose a new name
"how's Maddie" "I don't like that one I want it to feel like my name"
while they where thinking "I like Abbie" mum just looks at me "perfect"
she just turned around the street looking for a place to go when pee started just coming out without a warning "mum I'm really sorry I didn't make it" she knew what I meant and as we parked she hugged me again "it will be okay"

we walked into the house and tried on a few clothes and they all fitted well if not perfect so we took all the bags of clothes and got back in the car but the pull up was sticking to me and it felt gross "mum what about my pull up" "well I think it's best if we get some more nappies don't you agree" I just nodded my head so we drove to the shops and went to protection section and picked up some girls drynites and wipes before they started getting food and stuff (along with 2 full girls uniforms for school) and when they where on the self checkout "mum I need toilet again but I don't want poo in this" "well our house is just down the road so do you want to wait" "yea I think I can do that"

when we got out to the car we put everything in the boot and as I sat down the poo came flooding out into the nappy and squished all over me so when my mum came and she smelled something I tried not to cry and told her I don't know why it happened

when we got home she changed me and it felt alittke awkward with her seeing me like that but then I went to set everything up in my room while my mum made a call to school when she came upstairs "I spoke to your headteacher and explained everything so you can go to school as a girl if you want in the girls pe class with toilets you can use disabled or if you don't make it go to the nurse for a change which is also where you can get changed for pe and everyone will call you Abby"
"aww thank you so much for everything you've done your the best mum ever"

later we ordered my favourite (McDonalds) where I had a big Mac large meal and then I went to bed and that night I made it to the toilet once and got changed twice before falling asleep