Her innocent love

Part-31

RIDHIMA'S POV-

I slept on the floor as I was very much feared of Vansh's reaction if I ask him for a place to sleep, already I had cold and as the weather in village is also cool I take a shawl and after making my bed on the floor I close my eyes hoping that my tomorrow will be better than today. My eyes open and It was early morning, really we doesn't even knew when the time fades in a blink of eye in the village. I hurriedly gets up and do my morning rituals, I wash my hairs as today there is important puja in the house and dadi has said that it is very much important for newly wedded. Though I know that mine and Vansh relation is not normal but then also as I am human so as a greedy human behaviour, I also have some hope in this relation that one day all misunderstandings will be cleared between us. I came out of the bathroom after wearing pink saree with green off shoulder blouse and was drying my hair in-front of the mirror that is when my hairs got entangled in my nuptial chain and this is really irritating me a lot. After some try also when it is impossible for me to untangle it I start to pull my hairs and that is when I suddenly hear Vansh's voice from behind and I jumped on my place. Wait was He was watching me till now? No no Ridhima don't give false hope to your little heart, maybe he just wake up, I assured myself. I was in my thoughts when I fell some sensation on my neck, and my heart came in my mouth when I see that Vansh was unclamping my hairs from nuptial chain. My heart beat again rise and my breath become heavier, that much that I feared maybe Vansh can also fell it by now. He slowly untangle my hairs from chain and I was so lost in the moment that I didn't knew when his hand traveled to my waist and he came incredibly close to me that any moment our lips will be sealed together. When we are about to lock our lips suddenly with a jerk he leaves me and with a sour mood he went to bathroom, after sometime I came out from the shocked state of mine. I just sadly laughed at my fate as maybe by now also he must have remembered Ragini and again he rejects me, I wonder that what was that unique quality of Ragini which Vansh was so much fond of. I mean what quality of hers was absent in mine that Vansh never find his peace and love in me, whatever it is but I must say that Ragini  is surely a good wife as after 3 yrs of her dismisses also Vansh love her to this extent and here I am whom he hates the most.

I came out of my thoughts and starts to make my hairs when Vansh came out and after taking his wallet without any moments he leave the room. I hurriedly makes my hair and after doing minimal makeup, wearing anklets and other jewellery I make my way out of the room, I descend down the stairs to the hall and than at there I noticed that everyone from village is already present along with family members. Oh god, how can I this much late for the day even Dhara is present in the hall and I being the oldest daughter in law was late, I mentally slapped myself and with nervousness and eyes struck on the floor I enter the hall and silently stands beside Dhara not wanting to be the centre of Attraction for everyone. But than also everyone sense my presence and all the village ladies starts to praise me and that is the only thing I feared the most as Vansh never wants the world to know about me . I just stand silently but at that moment only on e other lady compared me with Ragini and now I knew the limits are crossed, just by looking at Vansh face anyone can tell that he was so much angry. And on the top of that all are joining that lady, suddenly one of the lady compares me and Ragini as mother of Rohan and at this moment Vansh stand up like a fire and throw the plate he was holding on the floor and now no one can handle him. He shouts loudly and then his eyes meet mine and at this point I signalled him through my eyes to not to create any scene in- front of the villagers as dadi is heart patient and major incident can lead to her health detoriation but I think that he is no no mood to listen anything as he just give me smirk and turn his face towards villagers. He declared his love for Ragini to everyone and also state that he can never love anyone rather than Ragini and can also never marry any other girl rather than Ragini m, I am used to all this so I doesn't much pain within me but his next words completely shocks me. He said to everyone that I am just a caretaker of Rohan and nothing to him or this family, he said that I can never match his standards and I am not capable of being Mrs Vansh rai Singhania. His this line broke my already broken heart but his next line brokes me or better to say my belief on humanity and god get crushed by his next line. He declared in front of everyone that I leave my job, the field in which I am graduated and join this job of caretaker just for money. He clearly states me a gold digger when the reality is totally different, I am not a gold digger. I accept that I am a middle class girl but I am not a gold digger, I am an honest working lady who has not even kept debt of her orphanage or anyone else.