The Ghost that collided with The Angel

Chapter three: Intense Emotions & Destruction

"We are finally at a good time during this story." -Jaden

•3 months later•

Life has been pretty peaceful lately no problems from the business or people around it.
I have been falling into my depression spiral again so I know shit is about to get worse or better in some way...I just don't know how and that's what makes me anxious, I've been feeling like giving up, like there's nothing that will help me feel better let alone get better, but I'm still here because I can't leave my grandmother with all my younger siblings her and uncle T  would be driven insane and probably off themselves along with me if I was to do so.

*muffled* "hey yo you there??"
"Hey Yo! What's going on inside that big ass head of yours?" -Monty asked in a joking but serious manner
I zoned back in and turned towards him "Bro to be honest everything...I feel like I'm drowning under everything that has happened over the past couple of months and feel lost like very lost...I'm exhausted, I stay constantly exhausted because I never have anytime for myself anymore" I said letting out a sigh of exhaustion.
"I just constantly stay in a loop of being okay and happy for a little and then I start to decline in that happiness and then I keep myself so busy that I can't even notice how truly sad I am until I am trying to go to bed but all I do is stare at the ceiling and walls overthinking everything, then to make that worse I can't even cry to process those emotions no matter how sad or hard I try nothing comes out so I just lay there in my bed feeling this pain in my chest that feel is like my heart is being stabbed with something..." I look over to Monty to see a face of sadness,relatability and understanding
"Shit my bad bro I kinda just let it all out on you,I didn't realize how much I just said it just kept coming out." I said with a little laugh
"Dude you don't know how much I can relate with that.." Monty said in an unbothered tone
"I've been very depressed lately smoking to not feel it or to just not feel numb...bro I got shot, nothing has been the same since that day, you run a your family's mafia now and I'm your right hand man on top of that we still go to school and have to take care of both our families while only being 16 this shit is so irritating and most time just simply too much for us to keep up with with barley to no help at all...but shit look at us dude both still alive and here so what we are depressed we have the right to be, we grew up around drugs,violence,abuse and now we are the one taking care of everything and everyone around us with only ourselves as help, no one can say shit to us because they don't understand the circumstances we are under right now,you feel me bro?" Monty said finishing his rant
"Yes I feel you bro,I feel you." I replied before sparking my lighter to light the blunt and start smoking as we reminisced and planned how we wanted our lives to be as we drove back to our houses for the night.

•earlier that morning at Ace mafia household•
•Yazmine POV•

It's around 10 am and I am woken up by my mother bursting into my room yelling at me for something that "I've done" per usual, honestly I don't understand how I deal with this anymore I just want to jump from the roof of this house sometimes but sometimes I just want to kill everyone in this family then just disappear of the grid. But I've learned to just tune out my entire family as if their not even there anymore, once my mother noticed that I have absolutely zero care in the word about whatever she was talking at me for she storms out of my room slamming the door behind her, I got outta my bed just to lock my door then proceeded to take a shower and get ready for the day...might as well there's no going back to sleep after just getting yelled at for no fucking reason.

After I finished getting dressed I walked to my mirror in my bathroom and just looked at myself through the reflection noticing ever little cut, bruise and burn mark I hade running down my arms and legs, the cuts were mainly up and down my arms, and the durn marks all over my legs from my thighs down to my calf's, I fucking hate this family with my whole being well at least my parents, my two younger brothers were okay but like their parents didn't really care about me that much, I've done and been through so much they have no idea about but that's okay I don't care, they don't care and that just how life is for me at the moment.
I basically run this family mafia because of how I have been running my family recently after the years of abuse I've endured, it was my mom  doing the mental and emotional abuse mainly she understood how to get to me and how to cut deep and she scared me deeply over the years but it was my stepdad doing the physical abuse, he's a drunk with anger issues, but the thing I hate the most about it is that it's only me they do it too my younger siblings don't understand how they get treated like kings from my parents but they let their anger and hatred out on to me, I've had cigarettes and cigars put out on my skin and been beaten countless times, I've been talked down to for years as if I am not a person, I've been mentally and physically abandoned by the people that are supposed to love me most and recently I've had enough of that bullshit so now I will take every single drop of power from them I'll take over this mafia on way or the other and no one can stop me because I already have half of it now to just eliminate the guy at the top my stepfather.

I zoned back to reality to realize I've been standing here for ten minutes and now I'm pretty hungry but what to eat??
"Oooo pho!!" I said with excitement to myself
As I heading over to my dresser to grab my car keys and wallet, I headed through the house yelling "Im going out to eat!" As I walked out the front door and to the driveway to my car.
As I'm on my way to the closest pho restaurant I'm texting my boyfriend Pedro but getting no response even after I got there to the restaurant, once I take a seat at an open table I check to see his location and it is turned off but he never turns it off, now I'm getting a little concerned and so I decided to call him
*phone ringing...ringing...ringing*
no answer even after four attempts.
The waitress comes take my order then leaves, "I am starting to have a feeling that he might be with another girl but again he can also be dead..." I thought to myself, the waitress came back to my food a drink, I ask if I can get a few to go bowls and she goes to get them and brings them to me I pack my food and leave a good tip as I walk to my car I see his location pop back on and he is nowhere near his house and then he started to text me with the excuse of he was sleeping and his phone was accidentally still on silent from the night before when we had a business meeting. I don't believe him at all but went along with it and I turned off my location and started to head to where he was, after a 20 minute drive I pull up to a nice looking house with a big front yard with bright green grass and a big oak tree in it, not even 5 minutes after I pull up he walks out of the house with a girl from our school Evelin I think her name is and omg the anger and pure rage I felt running through my body it was so hard not to yell or get out my car and start beating the shit out of him and that bitch, but I didn't instead I waited for him to get in his car a start driving off and I called him while I was following him.

*phone ringing..ringing*
He picked up this time
"Hey baby" -Pedro
"Hey Babe, where you at right now?" -Yazmine
"Just out and about driving around doing errands..you know the daily regular shit,why are you okay you sound pissed right now??"
-Pedro
"Ohhhh just the regular daily thing huh?" -Yazmine
"Yeah why are you okay" - Pedro
"Yes I'm fine...look in your rear view mirror" i said in a evil angry tone
"Ohh fuck" -Pedro said confused and panicked
"You have 10 seconds to get as far away as you can before I chase you down and make you crash and die Pedro you before put that peddle to the metal boy!" I screamed through the phone as he started to speed away and everything just went red then I blacked out i chased after him as he turned onto the freeway and started to speed up and started to speed up from 35/mph to 58/mph and then 85/mph as we are swerving through and around cars.

Honestly this next part...gets a little crazy, but oddly fun.
In the overwhelming rage of the moment I pulled out my silver barrel 9 millimeter pistol and started shooting at his tires from my window, hitting mainly the side of his car and the ground.
*pow,pow...pow...pow,pow,pow*
The bullets flew out the barrel of the pistol only hitting the metal of the car side, *BANG,POP*
The last bullet in the chamber hit the front tire of his car making it pop and that causing him to swerve and loose control of the car, he was swerving around trying to regain control eventually crashing into a cement barrier on the side of the highway making the car flip uncontrollably 4-5 times until landing and coming to a stop in the middle of the road.

Shocked by the destruction I just caused to the person I thought I loved I stopped my car and pulled over getting out and running over to the car looking at Pedro try to climb out, but before I could make it over to the car it engulfed itself in flames and then seconds later blew up and sat there in the middle of the road in flames.

"As I looked at the lifeless body of my once lover burning with nothing I can do but regret letting my emotions consume my thoughts once more...so let's call this part, Intense emotions and Destruction."