We broke up and got back together a lot

Three

 I checked my phone to check the time and there was a message from Suho.

"Hey Ungi! I want to talk with you. Meet me at the park near your house."

HE REALLY WANT TO MEET ME PERSONNALLY?!! OMG. But I am scared.. He didn't typed any I LOVE U. I took a quick shower and changed into this outfit:(on multimedia)

"MOM! I am going out for fresh air! I will be back by 9!!" I shouted. "Yes Honey! Take care!!" 

YEs..My parents don't know about my relationship with Suho because I am still not ready to tell that to them..It has been just 4 months of our relationship. Let it be 1 year first..But I am scared will the relationship even last for tomorrow.

I reached the park and sat on a bench enjoying the view of sunset. I felt a presence behind me and turned to look at...Suho and a girl of maybe my age. Is she the girl I saw with Suho?

She sure is beautiful. I am nothing in front of her.. 

"Youngil.."

I turned to look at my soon-to-be ex-boyfriend Suho.

"You just played with my heart Suho-ah.."

"I am sorry Ungi!! But I did have fun with you.."

"YOU DID HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS ISN'T IT SUHO-SSHI!!"

Both Suho and his girlfriend flinched because of my sudden outburst. I don't give a damn about it! I AM SO HURT RIGHT NOW WHO CARES ABOUT WHAT THEY FEEL??

"Stop it Youngil Its all over between us." 

Suho said he's cold eyes piercing over mine. That's just enough to hurt me.

I felt as if thousands of knives stab through my heart when I heard my ex-boyfriend said, 

"Meet my one and only girlfriend Park Yonghwa"

SO it means he never saw me as a girlfriend for these all 4 months? 

"You were just a time-pass for me because my girlfriend was out of the country for 6 months and I wanted someone to spend these 6 months swiftly. A month passed with difficulty then I found u on facebook and these 5 months passed swiftly. Then Yonghwa came today and now I have got her so its over between us."

So I was just a time pass to him. I felt something wet fall on my cheek. I just realized that now I have been crying a rainfall. I ran towards my home with my full energy. I don't want him to see the weak side of mine. HE is a jerk. I sprinted towards my room and locked my room. I cried my heart out. After recovering from my crying, I felt my eyelids feeling heavy.