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After everything Antonio left my room after making sure I was ok.
Then the rest of my triplets came in an held me for a while before asking who's room I wanted to sleep in.
I knew they wouldn't let me sleep by myself for a while after this which I was fine with, I get it.
I said we could go in Chris's room because I'm more acquainted with it.
They let me grab some pajamas and I changed in front of them.
I wasn't ashamed or embarrassed and the bathroom by myself was off limits till they took everything I could possibly harm myself with out of it.
I grabbed my phone and we headed to Chris's room.
My eyes still stung a little with the memories but I would be okay.
I had to be.
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Looking at my sunshine next to me, I had to remind myself she was here and safe.
Chris closed his eyes a while ago but I know he wasn't sleep.
We were both too angry, with the past and ourselves.
A lot can happen in life and there's some things you can't control but that doesn't mean it stops you from having your own thoughts and feelings on the world.
I don't remember how old we were when we ended up with Duce but they molded us to be certain people.
Bad people.
That's not something you can really shake off.
I would never want Izzy to see that side of me.
Ever
And hopefully she never does.
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