What do you do when the voices start speaking again?
Do you listen to music so loud that it makes your ears hurt?
Or maybe you try to trick your mind into thinking of other things.
And when you want to speak, you're trying to do something, anything, but you mind becomes blanck.
What do you do then?
Honestly, they're are both extremely annoying and irritating, but i can't decide wich one is worst
At the moment that it was said my mind went blanck, i didn't know what to do? I couldn't anderstand it, how can i become someone if i don't have the thing that i need to to become one, why? Why don't i have a quirk?
Then the voices came
Why me? Why not another person? I've been good to others, to mama, why dont i have one? It sould have been another person! That's so selfish, why would i even think that? But why don't i have one? Do i not deserve one? Have i been bad? What did i do to deserve this?
Well, i guess from that moment they never really left.
Sometimes i forgot that just one thing can categorize our lives till the end, strong or weak? Hero or villain? A star or a nobody?
I remenbered it when i listened to the toughts, they all came so fast that even the voices ushed down a little, that's when i really let it get to me and the tears started
"Oh my baby" she said with tears in her eyes, i turned around to see her looking at me, with a look full of pity, "Do you think i can still be like All might? Do you think i can be a hero?"
Her knees gave up and she cried with me, hugging me has maybe that would make me feel better
What do you do when, even the person you love the most, doesn't believe in you?
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Do you know how it feels to be sad but feel nothing at all?
To be tortured by your how mind?
But have no one to ask for help because not even you know what's happening
When i was a kid i never understood how people could be sad in a place where we can have powers, create things with our bare hands, fly, help the others, and now? Now i cant understand how i could think the world was just made of unicorns and raibowns, but guess what? Living isn't fucking easy! And i learned that in the hard way
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