After several cluster panic attacks, increased insomnia, and an increase in migranes, SM decided it would be best if she were to be on hiatus until she has recovered. She flew to Jamaica to see her dad and it was her dad that her get a temporary medical marijuana card.
She went to the doctor and explained everything that was going on and she was granted her medical card. Later that day she went to the dispensary with her dad and pick everything up. She went back to her dads house, rolled a joint and smoked it. For the first in nearly 6 months she felt calm, like the storm in her head had stopped. She didn't feel paranoid, anxious or tired with the inability to sleep. She felt like she was floating, she truly felt happy. She also had dry mouth and the munchies but that was better than feeling like she did less than 24 hours ago.
Some how dispatch is fucking everywhere and pictures of her smoke weed were everywhere in Korea. The moment the article was published hate was incomparable to anything she had experienced before. She was called by her manager asking what was going on so she sent him a picture of her medical card and a diagnosis from her doctor.
"This is Lotties manager, following almost debilitating mental health issues her doctor has pescribed her a medical Marijuana card as he belived it would be in her best intrest to do so. The following diagnosis: Anxiety, Cluster Panic Attacks, Increased Insomnia, Anxiety indused nausea and Depression, were severe enough to warrant the medical use of Marijuana.
As for Lottie, she has said:
"This is the calmest and most tranquil i've felt in nearly 6 years."
Although she understands the stigma around it she has decided to follow the advice of her doctor.
"I understand the problem and stigma around the use of Marijuana, but my doctor said he was shock ive not seeked a more effective and stronger treatment. I'm not going to argue with a medical professional. He had a degree, he is a licensed doctor, I am not."
We hope you understand the that Lottie has gone to great lengths to avoid hiatus including; multiple different types of medication, exposure therapy, increased exersize, a different strictly controlled diet and many other treatments. We are saddened to see the length she has gone to avoid not performing."
A lot of international reveluvs were sending her support and love, Korean reveluvs were split. One half said that its truly shocking that she has had to go to the length of going on hiatus, leaving the country and resorting to smoking marijuana for medical purposes, the other half were more concerned with her smoking weed than anything else.
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Red Velvets plus one
FanfictionCharlotte Walkers unprepared journey of being Red Velvets prodigy, started in december of 2012 when she visited Canada with her parents. From that holiday she never excpected to be in the position shes in today, surrounded by her sisters.