Unforgivable Night || TK

CHAPTER 20: Flashback (13)

"Brother!"

"Jungkook!"

"Jungkook!"

"Brother! Wake up! Wake up!"

"Jungkook! Wake up!"

"Brother.... please... please... wake up"

"Please Jungkook.... w-we are begging at you...... D-Don't scare us. Wake up dear. Wake up Jungkook!"

Voice of Yeji, Mrs.Jeon and Mr.Jeon repeated again and again in Jungkook's head.

Why are they so loud?, Jungkook opened his eyes as he just got up from the deep sleep. He expect his family will inside the room from the sounds he heard. But the room was empty and dark. Only a powerless light lit the room slightly from the ceiling. Even though the room is powerless Jungkook couldn't look at the light. His eyes rejected to face the light. When Jungkook turned his head away, a severe pain from the neck attacked him mercilessly.

"AHHH!" Jungkook groaned in pain.

Tears slid from the corner of his eyes. Pain caused on his body also woke up the pain in his heart.

"TaeTae... my TaeTae... I am trying to reach you. Why didn't you hold my hands? I feel like, You are pushing me away. See! I am still alive. Why can't I even die when I wish?", Jungkook whispered at the powerless light which he felt similar to himself 'powerless' on the ceiling.

"May be, your Tae want you to live long", a stern voice heard from the seat which away from the capture of the light.

Jungkook couldn't immediately turn his head to the side where the voice came from by the pain on his neck. Still the boy's dark black pupils of the eyes moved at the moment he heard the voice to the direction of the voice he heard.

Jungkook gazed deeply at the spot where the voice came from.

In a while, Dr.PD walked from the spot to the bed, asking, "Is it still painful?",

As soon as Jungkook saw Dr.PD , he tried to got up from the bed fiercely. His actions obviously showed off the hate towards the doctor. Yet Jungkook couldn't up himself from the bed. This was when Jungkook noticed the belt, tied him over his arms and chest to the bed.

"How long can you keep me alive like this?", Jungkook snickered into his gritted teeth.

Dr.PD sighed desperately. He understood there weren't any changes in his patient's thought process.

He pulled a stool near to the bed, saying, "Jungkook... I can't always save you from the death. It may be destiny that I saved you two times. But-"

Dr.PD paused and sat on the stool comfortably, looking at the boy who even didn't glance at him and focused on the light on the ceiling without a blink.

"I don't know about the future", he continued the words.

Jungkook didn't talk back. He only remained silent as he already decided what he want to do.

"Even if you aren't going to talk to me, listen to me well. Jungkook, we are treating you for three days while you were in the deep sleep. It's not really good to keep you asleep for long by medicines. At the same time we hadn't any other ways. I know well, you are unwilling to live. I can understand the pain you are facing. You may know, recently I lost my wife. I loved her to my every breath. Even I thought I want to go back to her. But then I didn't. You know why? I had kids to takecare. If I die who will take care of them? huh?-" Dr.PD again paused and wept the tears from his cheeks by his old memories.

Unintentionally, but Jungkook watched Dr.PD's face. He also visited the funeral with his family. At that time he couldn't felt the pain from Dr.PD's tears. But now, he sensed the meaning behind both of their tears in the same phase.