How come everyone decides to blame me for everything. I would be better off dead. No one understands. I am trying to focus on school. How am I to do that when I'm constantly being punished for things I don't do. I am happy at school. But no ones knows what happens at home. They think I am as happy as at school. NO. I ma miserable. As soon as I get home I burst into tears. I cry until I go to sleep. I lock myself in my room to try to escape them. It doesn't work. I can never be truly happy. I make fake friends at home and they understand me. playfullkittycat playful please help me. help...... I can't stand it. I want to have a normal life instead of this fucking living hell. I'm not eating anything today cause I would have to be in a room with the little bitches who don't give a fuck about anyone else.