You're My Everything (Quackity X Reader)

Chapter 4

Alex's pov

I look over at y/n as she's driving. My heart hurts. I have to leave her. And I don't want to. I want to be near her constantly. She's carrying our child and I want to be there to protect her. We pull into the airport parking lot and she getting to a spot and a few tears roll down my face.

I don't want to leave her. Not now not ever. I let out a shaky breath as she parks the car. I never cry but when it comes to her I'm weak. We get out of the car and I grab my stuff and we head inside hand in hand.

She clings to me, begging me not to go. My hearts tearing itself apart. I don't want to leave her. Never. I'm holding back so many tears but so many fall. I hold her tight as she bawls into my chest. She's whimpering as she's nuzzling into me. "I don't want to be alone!" She cries. "I don't want to go back to an empty apartment. It's not the same without you. I need you here with me Alexis. Please..." hearing her beg for me is heartbreaking. "I'm so sorry I have to leave. I don't want to leave you and our baby" i sniffle as she continues to cling to me. My plane gets called and I fell her tighten into me even harder. "No! Don't go! Alexis please! I'm sorry if I've been a jerk. Please don't go. I need you!" Tears fall from my eyes. I hate the distance. "Fuck" I say as tears fall from my eyes.

I look Up at the ceiling as more tears tried to fall. I kept blinking them away. I bent down and kissed her passionately, I could feel tears falling down her face. I just kept kissing her harder. My plane was called again and I had to pull away. "I love you so much amour. You're my everything. Never forget that" I stepped away from her and she started crying harder.

As soon as I got to my window seat on the plane I cried silently. My hood was pulled up so no one could see or interrogate me. I cried myself to sleep on the long 10 hour flight.

I got off my plane and grabbed my stuff. Karl had just got in the airport to meet. I seen him and I just started tearing up. Not because I'm excited to see him. He jogs up to me and hugs me tightly. "Hey...hey" he coos, I hug him and all my emotions come to the surface. We get to the car and I just burst into tears. "I didn't want to leave her" I cry. I never cry so for me to do this is just so out of the ordinary.

"Karl she's pregnant with my child. You should've heard her. She was begging me not to go" I sniffed I turned on the heated seats. It's kinda cold today in LA. It's rare for it to be cold but y'know. "What else happened?" Karl asked. "I sprained my ankle right after the DNA test was performed. Like right outside the clinic I fell on ice" I explained and looked out the window as buildings blurred by and people were walking down the sidewalk.

"How are you going to manage a child, being a youtuber, a twitch streamer and possibly a lawyer?" Karl asks as we stop at a red light. "I don't know..." I say quietly and look down at my lap.

We got home and after an elevator ride, I go into my room and sleep. I didn't even enter the dream realm.

My eyes open in the morning and I sigh. I have to steam today and I really don't want to. I'm just sad right now and I don't really want to do anything. I just want to be with my woman. It's more then just love. She's touched my soul.

I need to be with her.

"Hello. Hi guys!" I greet as the chat starts losing their mind. "I just wanted to talk with you guys real quick before I started up minecraft" the chat continues to blur by. I keep getting Donations and I can't even read them because they keep popping up. "Thank you for all the donations" I give a smile before I shift in my hair. "I have a girlfriend, I never told any of you guys because I'm pretty secretive about my life. But she's more then just my girlfriend. She's my soulmate and I can't be without her and right now I am without her and I can't stand it. If I'm being utterly honest. The reason I'm telling you guys this is...we're expecting" I give a chat a minute to process this and I take a hit of my water. I'm shaking as I just the world.

"And before you guys ask, yes I'm the father 100%. Thank you guys for the gifted subs! Another reason I'm bringing this up is because, she's all the way in canada. And I want to be with her. And that means I have to go to canada. I submitted my immigration papers today. I did them online. I pass everything so it should go quickly I'm hoping. But once the baby is born I'm going to have to stop being such a online presence.. I'm probably not going to upload as much as I usually do. Even now it's not that much. I probably will stream once or twice a month" the chat filled with 'Awww!'s and 'I'm so happy for you!' And things like that.

"Everyday I'm not with her is a day I'm missing the baby grow and missing moments like that. I'm missing ultrasound appointments and I'm missing a chance for the baby to kick, she's 12 weeks and I just seen our baby for the first time" I sighed and slouched a bit. "I have to wait six to eight weeks for my visa and stuff to be approved. That's so much time to me, that's so much time I'm missing. And I need to be with her now" I take another hit of water and thank people for their Donos. "And I'm allowed in canada for six months! So if I do get approved I have to wait to go, I have to wait till she's near her due date!" I look at the government website for citizenship.

"I have to be in canada for a thousand and sixty five days! That's like a few years.. and I have to have a work visa. I have no idea how any of this works..." I feel so overwhelmed. I continue talking on stream before I get ready for bed. Once the steams over I sigh, I keep looking over at the email that said that they got my application and will look it over. I wish for these weeks to go by so soon so I can go be with her. But even then, I have to apply for citizenship? How am I going to do that? Do I just apply for it? I'm not sure anymore. Everything is so complicated. I don't understand. All I know is that I need to be with her right now. She's all alone and I'm here.