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Yesterday our fifth wedding anniversary.. I wait for porche at our house hopefully he will spent time with me.... But he don't come home moreover he don't even wish me.... I feel like i lose him from my hand..because he never ever forget our importance date. He is the one who always wish me before i do..also give me surprise after surprise .but now i don't know what happen he start to give me cold shoulder for past two days.. Act like I'm on the air..i don't know what i did wrong.. Or is he get tired being with me.. Shit this ao painning. My heart painning...I want to cry.. But i hold it. Because he don't like to see my tears..
I wake up from the bed.. Time 8 am now.. I directly go to kitchen thinking porche maybe there.. But my surprise he nowhere see.. Is he still not come home.. Then where he spent the night.. Is he with someone..
Oh.. Kinn don't think about your wife like that..you know that he love you more than anyone..
Flash back...
We are laying top of the car while staring at the moon.... He put his head on my shoulder.. I put my one hand around his back securely .. While using other one like pillow...
Porche.. I call him softly.. He turn his face towards me and look at my eyes.. His face glowing under the moon light... I give a quick kiss on his forehead... And..
How much do you love me.. I ask him.. I know this is a stupid question.. But i want to know..
I love you more than anyone in the world.. Porche said and turn to look at the moon.. I know he blushing now..
Really....
Yes...
How much.. I still can't understand .. I ask him. Because i want to hear more his lovely words.. I like it whenever he speak lovely.. He suddenly turn to me..and put his palm on my right cheek while looking at my eyes...
And...
When your heart stop beating.. That next moment i will stop my heart beats by myself.. Porche said... I don't know when my tears are falling down from my eyes...
Oh god kinn.. How many times i say.. I don't like to see your tears.. He said while wipe my tears...
I love you porche.but don't you dare to kill yourself if something happen to me..... I said while pulling him over my chest and place so many kisses on his head and face....
Mm. Okay.... Hahaa... Leave me kinn...
Hahahaahahaah..
end flash back........
Porche.... Please come back to me... I said to myself while wipe the tears on my cheek...
But suddenly i hear front door open.. I think he is come... I think while go to hall... Here he come.... But why his look like he is drunk.... Is he drink... When he start to take alcohol..
I can't leave this matter easily....
I go near him..
Why are you in drunk stage... I ask him..
No reply..
What did you do yesterday...
No reply..
Where did you stay... I ask him.. But he avoid my all questions and Directely go to our room..
When he is going to speak with me...why is he behave with me like I'm a stranger for him...
Oh god when this pain in my heart go away..
Said while take a deep breathe.. And sigh...
Next day....
I don't see porche in our bed.. I think he already left..
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Night also come still porche not come home.. But suddenly i hear some noise infront of our house.. So i go near our glass window and look at outside......
