Dear..You,
Dear The Love of My life,
Dear him..
I'm here tonight, simply missing you. I know many of them will be upset I haven't messaged them back.. I just need some time. Some (more) rehab. And aside from obsessively checking if you've replied and writing this I'm going to be by myself. I feel like I'd only hurt anyone else.
You said I didn't care and here is me, with all of my might, in front of every single person I care about, telling you. I love you.
And because I love you, I care. I care so deeply that I cried myself to sleep. One part because i missed you and one part because I have to accept that you're probably never going to come to me when you're upset.
And though that seems selfish, I'm upset you won't ask me for help, it's more along the lines of I'm upset that I'm not going to get to feel that fucking loved again.
My friends, they need me.
But not like you, my family, did.
Kiss baby girl goodnight for me.
Tell her daddy loves her.
