as you get to the house you storm out of the car and straight into the bathroom and sit on the toilet and start freaking out and crying as you think to yourself
"fuck what do you think they will do if they see this" "will they let me go and move on?"
"will they send me to a mental hospital" "I don't feel like enough and I hate my body... well here goes nothing"
you think to yourself pulling out a small knife and carving deep cuts into your arms legs and stomach and as your finish, you hear matt and Chris arguing
"Chris stop being a fucking baby bro shes alright she can handle herself" he yells "well I don't want her to leave me and I'm just trying to make sure she okay," he says
and as you look back at yourself you see blood everywhere and you HATE blood your dread it so you start freaking out and getting dizzy a little and your just gonna like your fine, then you hear the door rattle
"Elli I'm coming in," nick says and as he opens the door his jaw drops and he rushes to you and shuts the door
"what were you thinking!" he yells at you and you start to cry .
"what the hell happened," they both say as they walk in "it's everywhere why would you do this to yourself," matt asks as you just look at him and start bawling your eyes out "I'm sorry I really am I came into your life poor and homeless thinking I just stay and I fucked everything up I'm always causing you guys to worry about and to argue you guys can just kick me out ill be fine you won't have to ever see me again" you say as Chris is crying and matt is tearing up and nick is holding back his tears and Chris wipes his eyes and looks at you
"Ellianna you are enough and your not ruining our life you're the best thing that has happened to us you make up laugh you make me happy and we are not going to kick you out and we are going to worry about you and we will always love you no matter what you shouldve just told us you felt this way we couldve helped you," chris says and you stand up and give him a hug and a kiss
"I love you chris" you say as you wince at the pain on your entire body
"we should- actually chris should get you cleaned up" matt states as nick and him leave and you take your hoodie off and put it in the dirty clothes and your just in shorts and a sports bra and get into the shower so non of the peroxide gets on the floor and chris cleans up and wraps you up and goes to his room while you just shower.
After you shower and put Chris's clothes on that he gave you you head to his room and go to your Drawer and take out all of your hygine stuff and sit at his desk and do your hygine and he comes up from behind you and puts his arms around you and you get butterflies and smile.
"You scared me" you say as you look up at him and he looks doen at you "sorry didnt mean to" he says as he kissed your forehead "chris can i do your skin care pleasee" you beg him and he hesitates until he looks at you again "fine" he says smiling and grabs another chair and you face him.
Your doing his skin care and he's just staring at you admiring how you look, how your eyes glow in the light how your lips are glossy and how your so consecrated on his face and he starts smiling and you look at him "What why are you smiling?" You ask him "because I was admiring how beautiful you look right now mi amor" he says as your heart melts and you lean on him and look into his eyes and you share eye contact for a hot minute before you break it by kissing him slowly but passionately
You stop kissing him and he smiles and you get up and walk to the bed and he grabs the remote and puts on Netflix and you guys watch My Girl. "I havent seen this movie it looks good!" You say as Chris plays it "yeah that's why I put it on because I knew you would like it" he says as he smiles and looks at you.
After an hour into the movie your bawling your eyes out in Chris's arms and he's runbing your back "ells itt's not even that sad" Chris says " He can't see without his glasses Chris " you say and sob after "Do you want me to turn it off?" He asks "no I'll be fine now it's over " you say sitting up and taking off his shirt because your starting to get hot then you lay down and finish the movie
Chris finishes the movie and he look at you and your peacefully asleep so he takes a photo and post it
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@ElliannaMonroe bae fell asleep after crying over a movie but I still love her 💗.
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Chris turns his phone off and lays down and wraps his arms around you and falls asleep.
A/N hiii I hope you all enjoy ty for all the votes and reads ily all and remember to drink H2O!
