The Quiet One | Jeon Jungkook (on-hold)

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[It would be better if you read in black theme. It seems to match with this story better :) Also plz listen to the music above while reading. This book is based on the year 2018 when Jungkook first had long hair ;) ]
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KIM TOKYO

Why is life so cruel to me? Is what people said true? God gives trials and hardships to test our patience because he loves us dearly?

Well if it really is true then God must've really favoured me because all throughout my life I've had just hardships and nothing less.

When I was brought into this world I was with my parents but they abused me because I was born as a girl and that's why I tried so hard to dress up as a boy until I was 8 when they abandoned because they couldn't handle my girlish appearance.

At the age of 8 I was taken in by my Aunt who basically raised me and taught me values of a good human being.

And finally when I turned 18 I moved out and I became a part of a gangster unit who sold drugs to other neighbor gangsters. I knew it was a bad thing but those men basically just hypnotized me into joining as I was still underage and I had no idea about the outside world and somehow I needed to survive in this world to be able to live a good life.

At 20 I came to my senses, left the gang, reported to them to the police about the doings my former gang did and surrendered myself as a criminal and I was jailed for 4 months as I was still underage and I signed a contract with the court that I would compensate and help the families until my last breath and I've been doing that secretly so that those gangsters don't come back for me in anyway possible.

Now I am an educated major in Arts and Music with a Music Degree. I am 23 and I live by myself.

As soon as I got out of jail the money I had left at my Aunt's I used that to get myself clothes, house and the necessities were provided to me by my Aunt. She's supported me in any way possible. She was the one who hired a lawyer. She always told me if I ever needed any kind of help let her know.

I work multiple part time jobs and I have no problem if I get even more because at the end of the day it's to provide to my own self and to survive where nothing is safe.

I've gone through so much in the past that I've forgotten how to smile, laugh and enjoy my life. It's like I've made a promise with myself to never smile again after what I've gone through.

My love for music and dancing no one can describe it other than my own self. It helped me know who I really was at the end of the day. It made me realize that not everything in this world is bad.

There are good things in this world and that one person who taught me all of this is BTS. They've always helped me through my toughest times and they'll continue to help me becaus their music is what got me through these years and probably the years to come in the future.

I was extremely shocked when BTS announced that they wanted to become our instructors or you could say teachers. Because they saw potential in us as dancers and as musicians on the internet as we post covers on YouTube and sometimes we even go out on the streets to do cover dances.

I am actually on my way to the studio because today we will be having a partner dance with the members. Well of course I won't be doing it because I hate physical touch more than anything. I don't even wanna witness the others doing it but RM said at least assess how the others are doing. But I assure you that within less than 10 minutes I'll be bored.

I have other 6 friends named Eunha, Haeyeon, Valentina, Lisa, Jihyun and Seoyeon while I am the maknae and they've basically raised me even after I was an adult.