𝑅ᥙᥒᥲᥕᥲᥡ 𝘾𝙖𝙛𝙚́ Jaywon

EP28

Jays pov
I want to the kitchen to see my pills, I looked at them and flipped it around to see what it had inside it.

Marijuana?

Maybe it's good? It got me to sleep.

The door began to knock, I went to open the door, it was our food, I grabbed it and set on the counter.

I looked a Jungwon show sat up. I went up to him. He looked half awake, I gave him a little shake.

He looked into my eyes, his eyes looked like they were in a daze before I shook him.

"Breakfast is here." I announced. He gave me grabby hands. I was confused, did he want me to pick him up?

I just went with the flow, I picked him and set him in the couch. I brought the meal to the coffee table, and we ate quietly.

"Do you want some coffee?" I asked him, he nodded. I left the couch to make us both our coffee.

He looked at me while doing the beverages, I felt his eyes on me, I would turn back once in awhile to see him staring at me.

I finished quickly since I knew Jungwon was impatient. I handed him his drink and sat back down.

"Do you ever feel like a failure." Jungwon sudden said. I looked at him. I nodded.

"What if I go back to see my mother, and she speaks to me just like my father did, with hatred."he said the last words quietly.

"What if I don't deserve to be happy, I came to your guys and now your have to accept me like nothing happened? You are the only person I know and the others a suppose to process my presence." He looking forward, not directly at something, just forward.

I grabbed his hands, that were holding the cup very firmly, "hey, what thoughts are you having, when the cafe was just opening were wanted to get one more person on our time just to make it little better, but since we didn't find anyone we gave up, but guess what, when you came to us, we are now complete." I told him looking at his dazed eyes.

"What am I suppose to do with you." Jungwon said. I was confused. He looked into my eyes.

"Are you just gonna pretend nothing happened between us, are you gonna play dumb with me?" He said looking in my eyes deeply.

"We did nothing but kiss Jungwon, it's just a kiss-"
Jungwon stood up. "Just a kiss, the moment you kissed me I knew that I was going to be loved again, but I too stuck in the clouds aren't I?" He said balling his fists, his eyes looked like they were watering.

"Go kiss everyone else and forget about me, forget about everything, we never kissed then, we never felt nothing." He said with tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Jungwon." I came up to him, he turned away, he didn't want anything to do with me. I wiped his tears slowly, I slowly pulled into a hug.

"You know damn well I can't forget about what a felt that might."

Song: The Happiest Girl

Artist BLACKPINK