He finally said it we are broken up
Not the bullshit he was telling me about a break
I was just a time pusher
Maybe he did truly love me
Maybe just not enough to stick with me when shit got bad
Im damaged maybe beyond repair
Maybe that was the biggest turn off for him
Not that im not pretty enough or girly enough or i don't have the most desirable body
Nope just that im damaged
Broken beyond repair
But what he doesn't know is i can fake it make myself desirable once again if he can't handle the true me
Now i just need to ask God for the strength to push through so i can read
If i aint gonna be his a least i can try and push through right be the best at school
Like an ex of mine once said u focus on school and u will attract the best company thats at ur level
Maybe this wasnt meant to be but doesn't mean it hurts any less
