destiel short story detroit become human

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Destiel high school and hidden android

Cas'spov

I was put in a family. I am an a android. But they didnt seem happy about that part of me. They want me to hide that part of me. I also heard what people say about androids so I would never tell anyone. I am scared people would leave me and hate me.
I was starting to give up on my life when I meet a boy who was actually nice and kind to me. Everyone else didn’t like me. They knew I wasn’t human. My parents had said it when I was small. They were mean to me. But the boy didn’t know. And it made he blind to why he shouldn’t me nice to me. But he said he hated androids. It hurt a lot but I agreed with him so he would like me. I didn’t want him to leave me. I love him.
I wanna do anything to keep him. Keep him to stay with me.

Deans pov

I meet a boy in the new school I really like. He listens to what I have to say. He cares about me and tried his best to make me feel better. It meant a lot. He cares and made me happy. So much more then my dad could ever do for me. I hadnt had a such good friend ever. Maybe it was more i wasnt fully sure to be honest. I am still figuring things out. I haven’t told him how I feel about him, but I think he likes me back from what we do together.
He leans on me sometimes. I don’t think it’s long to we will hold hands. I love it. It makes me forget about my dad. It makes me happy.
I was walking with him down to the beach. Cas looked at me. I didn’t pick up on it. I eventually looked at him. He looked away fast. He blushed bluebut I didn’t see it.
“Hey, its okay” I said softly turning him around and taking him in to a soft hug. I didn’t see his blue cheeks. He calmed down in my hug. He hugged softly back and buried his face in my shoulder. I felt like I knew what he wanted to tell me so I thought maybe I can just spare him it.
“I like you too" I said softly. I could sense he didn’t want me to let go of him. I did eventually and held his hand softly and walked with him to our place. Its a stone plate by the water a secret place for me and Cas.
I sat down with him and we cuddled. “I like you a lot I am really happy you feel the same" I said softly. Cas hugged me softly. “I am glad too" Cas said softly. I smiled and kissed the top of his head.
We kept cuddling for hours when we went home. Through the next weeks me and Cas spent time everyday. I started to love him. A lot it was scary. I was scared i would get to attached to him. I started to hate androids more after my dad even used more time on it. I told cas it all. I felt like he listened and it was helping me deal with things. That hurt. I didn’t feel alone in all the crap I always feel.

Cas's pov

I got more and more scared Dean would leave me. He said he hated androids so bad. I was outside the school. A guy came and pushed me to the side. He punched me in the face. I fell hard on the asphalt. It smashed my side face. My view glitches. I felt dizzy. “wow you are fucking android” he said and kicked me hard in the stomach I flinched.
I still have a lot of feelings anyways of being a robot. I feel things like pain mentally and physically. It’s like I am alive but when people talk about androids it feels like I can’t be alive. I am just a..thing. I don’t feel much alive. Just when I am around Dean I feel alive. I feel like my word is getting better. That I can express my feelings freely. And I won’t get judged because i am an andriod and they shouldn’t feel.
(Back to now time)
He kept going. He was pushing me in the pump and over my pump. My skin on my right side of my face was gone. It was gray my metal and it was punched in and scratched. I was bleeding from my mouth. He kept hitting me. Dean saw me buy not the android face.
“HEY LEAVE HIM ALONE!!" Dean said upset and took him away from me.
“did you know he is a fucking android I know you hate it" he said. Dean turned and looked at me. I didn’t wanna see his reaction so I closed my eyes. Dean was shocked. He wasnt sure what to think.
I thought he hated me and would never want to be with me again. But he was actually more hurt that I lied and didn’t tell him. The guy took Dean away. I stayed there for a little while. I left after. My right side looked horrible. I went to the beach and laid where we stayed the most. I started to cry.
I feel like my whole world had been broken down to peaces. Dean won’t want me so why should I live. He was my reason to keep living. I don’t wanna deal with life alone. I don’t wanna be alone. I never ever wanna be alone..
I took my shit off and took my pump out. I put it away and looked out on the ocean while the shut down came closer. It felt good to know my pain will stop. I wont be alone for much longer. I wont live. The pain will be over i wont feel anything soon.
I felt life go more and more away. I suddenly heard someone walk in the distance. I then heard some running footsteps. I couldn’t really move much. The countdown was close. Just a little more and nobody can stop me.
“Cas??” Dean asked worried. He went in front of my face. Panic was all over his face. The shutdown was seconds away. I was confused with why he was here and why he cared. Dean looked for my pump seeing I didn’t have it in me.
Some part of me wanted to tell him to leave but also some part of me was seeking the care. Seeking that he will save me and still want me.
He found it and put it back in to me. My system started again. I closed my eyes. It was like i got my breath back and my brain started again.
Dean took me up. I looked at him confused and still weak.
“I am so sorry babe. I care about you still pls come with me so you can get better” I said worried. I looked up at him still confused. “Cas I care so much about you I don’t care that you are an android I still want you. You are still as perfect pls let me help you. I can’t lose you” Dean said sad. I looked in to his eyes. I leaned in to him and closed my eyes.
Dean carried me to his home. He asked his dad to fix me. Dean didn’t leave my side. I had fallen unconscious but he still didn’t leave. His dad fixed me. He didn’t ask Dean how he found the android or that he had a bond to me. He knew he hated androids. Dean didn’t look at his dad just me. He held my hand through the whole thing.
When I was okay Deans Dad left and let dean be alone with me. I was unconscious for some minutes before I woke up. I slowly opened my eyes. I looked at Dean he hadn’t looked away from me. He was looking at me with a sad look. He leaned forward and kissed my forehead. “I will always want you no matter what you are" Dean said softly. I felt tears come. Dean saw it and kissed my nose.
“Shh it’s okay I won’t leave you” Dean said softly and caring. I couldn’t stop. I was so happy he loved me for who I was. I was so scared he wouldn’t. Dean laid down and hugged me tight. I buried my face in his chest. I fell asleep again a little after. We stayed like that for hours. I felt safe and actually fully happy for ones.

4 months later

Me and Dean have been dating for really long now. I feal happy everytime I see him.  It have started to become something else. That i dont like. Dean have started to hang out with a girl. Dean is bi so I am scared he will like her and stop seeing me. Because she is better than me. I am just some machine and she is a human. I think Dean will leave me. Everytime he goes out to see her I feel worse. It’s hard to smile and be happy even when he is around because it hurts so much. I started to feel down all the time. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I shouldn’t feel pain but I do. And it hurts so much and I hate it.
Dean was over with the girl for the I don’t know like 20 time i dont know. I stopped counting. He uses more time with her when me. I just lay in bed. Dean came home and thought I was sleeping. He came eventually in bed. I wanted him to hug me but he didn’t. I started to cry in silent. It hurt so much. Dean fell asleep. He didn’t hug me not wanting to wake me up. I cried to my system took me unconscious so my system wouldn’t over load.

Next day

Dean was already awake when i woke up. I sat up in bed. “good morning" Dean said softly. I didn’t say anything I was still sad and felt so down it was more when sadness.
“I am going to a party later today do you wanna come?” Dean asked softly.
“no" I said looking down at my hands. I didn’t like party’s. “oh okay if you come it will be me and you and Lisa” Dean said softly. “I don’t like party’s" I said not giving any emotions, scared he will notice.
“Okay, its okay you don’t have to go. I just want you there” Dean said softly.
“I need to go to work see you later today tell me if you wanna go to the party I would love to have you there” Dean said softly. He left a little after just stayed in the apartment. Later that day, i haf gotten the courge up. To be there for dean so maybe wont leave me. I had told him. I walked in to the party i tried to find Dean. I eventually did. He was really drunk. I was really late. He drank even more. Lisa walked up to him. I thought she was really close to him. I stopped not knowing if I should keep walking towards them. Dean laughed for no reason he was totally out of it. It was like Lisa found the opportunity and took her hand on Deans jacket. She took Dean and pushed him against her lips. She kisses him. I froze.
Lisa took Dean backwards to he fell in to the chair behind. He tried to fight but he was so drunk it didn’t work. He wasn’t strong enough. She sat on top of him kissing him. Dean wasn’t kissing back. He didn’t know what to do.
I first thought he liked it but when she started to move more and started to take off Deans clothes.
I could see Dean didn’t consent to it. Some tears went down his face. Dean was scared. He loves me and dont wanna cheat on me. He felt like it was his fault for not being able to fight it.
After a long time I snapped out of it. “get off him" I said with glassy eyes from thinking Dean wanted it but now i think i understood. He doesnt want lisa.
She let go of Dean lips. Dean looked at me with a desperate look for help. It broke my heart.
“get off him.” I said upset.
“Why? what are you gonna do? He want this you are a machine he doesn’t want you he told me that" she said clearly lying.
“GET OFF HIM!" I said angry.
“what you gonna do?” she asked turning her back to me. Going back to Dean.
“I d-dont i-i l-lov-ve y-yo-ou" Dean tried to say. His voice was shaky and weak. He didnt wanting me to think he doesn’t love me. Some people saw what was happening and helped getting her off Dean. I took dean out side he just went in to me. He laid close to me. “I love you" Dean said sad. “I love you too” I said softly kissing the top of his head. “I missed you I want you" Dean said sad still drunk. “I am sorry I wasn’t there for you" I said feeling bad. We stayed for some more minutes to we left to the apartment. We cuddled and didn’t leave each other sides. I helped him through the hang over. I felt better again. I told him about how I felt as I felt like that was the only way for it to become better. And it did.

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