Another Dirty Little Secret

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It has been about 6 months since her world got turned upside down. Things were perfect in the couple months following being attacked by Damien's psycho older brother, but she is starting to miss being part of the rituals. She loves Damien, but there are times when he isn't enough for her sexualy. She is torn. He treats her well, but there is something missing. She isn't sure that one person alone can fulfill her desires. It's not that they don't have a good sex life, because they do, she just craves the full feeling of more than 1 man sometimes. She liked the rituals more than even she expected, and wishes she could still take part in them. She is afraid to tell him how she really feels though. She doesn't want to hurt him. At first, she thought that being with the man she loves and who loves her would be enough to keep her satisfied, but she's beginning to wonder if she is meant to be anyone's girlfriend. She doesn't understand why she is so nervous about telling him that she needs more, since he was the one who brought her into Mystified in the first place, which resulted in her opening herself up to new things. She doesn't know what to do. She is lost in thought, when there is a knock on her door. She answers her door to find Damien standing on her porch. He asks her if she wants to go out for dinner with him. She tells him to give her an hour to get ready.